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gæ - ateez seonghwa ft. yeosang

[not meant to offend anyone, it's just purely for entertainment lmfao... pls i don't want to be #cancelledt]

[13:29]

"it's autumn once again where the days are short and light touches the day only for a few hours at once. the breeze swiftly blows and cools the sun's rays and from my view, i see your face, messy hair flowing around as you try your best to fix yourself up. you're so lovely."

he says with a sweet, lovesick grin on his face. yeosang takes one look at his friend and sighs, barely even looking up from his phone, "dude, if you want to talk to her then just do it, you're interrupting my game."

seonghwa blinks a few times before he's back into reality and watches over his friend's shoulder, laughing at the screen and how horribly yeosang was playing. "why do you kind of suck—DID YOU JUST DIE LMFAO!"

"did you just say 'LMFAO' out loud?" he retorts but seonghwa doesn't answer, gaze already following you while you read your book on the bench, silently.

he thinks you're so beautiful, so lovely, so smart and courageous and there's not enough dimes in the world to tell how many times seonghwa has thought about one day just walking up to you and saying something simple.

"do you like rats?" he accidentally says out loud and yeosang turns his head quicker than anything. "um, dude, what?"

seonghwa shakes his head, bringing his face into his hands, "i don't know, i don't know... what do i even say?"

"well, why don't you just start off with 'hi'—"

"it is never that simple, when i see her my heart just race, it stops and i don't know if that's bad or good, and when i'm suddenly near her, i feel like throwing up because of how nervous i get, it's so embarrassing." he explains, keeping his head down and yeosang takes a pause from his game to look at him, "okay then."

yeosang's never had a relationship before, more or less even a crush. he's too good for anyone and to be frank and quite honest, he really is. no one will match up to him. yet when yeosang took a better look at you, eyes diving straight ahead to the way you lightly press your teeth into your bottom lip and focus so carefully on the paragraph, he found himself muttering something so absurd.

"she looks gay." he slips out accidentally and seonghwa shoots his head up, "the term is 'les—wait, no she doesn't!"

yeosang nods his head, pointing discreetly at you, "just look, look at the way she's looking over here but like not really. it's almost like she's..."

"looking at seulgi." they both say together at once and seonghwa's eyes widen, "why is she looking at her like that?"

yeosang gives him a look, an obvious expression, and seonghwa crosses his arms, shaking his head, "no, it can't be. i've liked her for so long and she's never even had a boyfriend so what if she knows i like her and have been waiting all this time for me to man up and just ask her out already?"

the pair of friends stare at you again and surely enough, you glance at seulgi, glimmer visible to both the boys. seonghwa bites his lip, "okay, damn it, she's gay."