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ruin my life [sweet asf] - red velvet joy

[i really hesitated about writing something like this.. i'm aware most of my readers are girls and i wasn't sure where you guys stand within the lgbtq+ community and so i held this idea off for a while but then i decided who the hell cares because it's 2020.. if you don't like it then i have other chapters available.. thank you]

[12:47]

it's currently noon and the sun doesn't seem to leave the two of you alone as you laid snuggled into your boothang.

joy's only barely waking up, usually always the last one to wake up between the two of you.

she's giggling not too long after, sliding closer to your form.

this is day one of your new life with her.

a throaty laugh leaves your lips shortly before you sit up from the hotel bed sheets, eyes wandering around the messy hotel room, tortured by yours and joy's presence last night.

then you're looking at the small carry-on beside the large television screen.

you had a flight with joy to korea at four and in only a few hours the two of you would be heading there, hand in hand as you flee together.

and just last night, it was official, you were married to your best friend after years of knowing each other and loving each other secretly from afar, but no one else knows yet and you don't plan to tell anyone new.

the ring on your finger shines along with joy's ring, both containing a sparkling twinkle.

you're staring at it a bit too long and it worries your wife so she sits up, rubbing her head against your shoulder.

"what's wrong?"

she asks, genuinely curious if you're doubting anything that had taken place last night but you shake your head.

"nothing's wrong."

you mean the words you say but you can tell in her facial expression that she doesn't seem to content in your reply, as if she was sure there was something on your mind.

"i'm completely fine, joy. i would even say the happiest i've ever been since i've met you."

you take her hands into yours, intertwining her fingers with your own as a sign of affection and that seems to do it for her because when she's laying back down, she brings you with her and you're back on the sheets.

joy faces you and you do the same, eyes meeting each other just before she places her hand on your chin, thumb rubbing the side of your face.

"you mean what you said last night, right?"

it's only safe to say what you actually wanted to say.

"yeah, all of it. did you?"

joy bites her lips and smiles that warm smile that causes her eyes to go silver and it melts your heart.

"always."

she whispers before pulling you in, letting her lips finally tastes yours and you kiss her back, head filled with the softest melodies of her light moans.

"you're not afraid of what'll come after us? of what will stand in our way?"

"joy,"

you say and she looks at you, glossy eyes gazing back.

"i want you to ruin my life and mess up my nights, okay? we've already come this far, who'll stop us now?"

then you're kissing her again, feeling her soft, smooth lips graze over yours and it sends tingles down your body, causing a simple blush to grow.

she only giggles and faces the ceiling, waiting for the two of you to catch your breaths.

"i want you to ruin my life, too, make it hard for me to breathe and escape. i don't ever want to leave your side, ever, don't let me."

then you're eyes are drifting to her and it's not everyday that you see joy like this, so it's a great view.

she looks so beautiful and her honey skin contrasts against the white sheets so well, almost as if she was a painting splattered onto an empty, blank canvas.

"we've fucked up our lives already, i can't wait to begin a new one with you."