ᴹʸ ˡᵒˢᵗ ˡᵒᵛᵉ*⁀➷수빈 ✔

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If I knew it would be raining the morning after a storm, then I would have stayed home and observed the droplets run down my window like they are racing. Unfortunately, I didn't know it was going to rain today, so here I am, alone on an old oak bridge. The wind brushing through my hair and caressing my skin, I adjust my handgrip on the railing and watch the movement of the river beneath the bridge as rain droplets fall. Coldness overtook my body as I began to shake from it, my shoulders got enveloped into warmth as a jacket was placed on my shoulders. I turn around yet saw no one, confusion took over me. But I didn't seem to care. I just wanted to enjoy the warmth and the coconut scent of the jacket that was given by a stranger, perhaps my stalker?. If it were I would hope it was Soobin, the thing that surprised me the most was that they left before I could turn around, how can someone disappear so fast?, I was beyond puzzled.

An unusual car I haven't seen in my life was parked in the stone driveway of my house. I tried to get a grasp of the memories of mine, but nothing seemed to come. I have never seen this car in my life, and now it is apparently in my driveway. Entering the house, I heard a woman's lively voice chattering away. I was startled by her echoing voice which bounced off the walls, did my dad have a woman over?  the sound of heels approached me as I looked up and my eyes met some hazel green eyes. "Hello" the woman greeted me as my dad came to this woman, I glanced at him, but his face was expressionless. "this is my new girlfriend, her name is Kang Miyeon" My dad introduced me to her, and she held out her hand to shake mine. I accepted her handshake, not wishing to be rude."I am Lee Y/N, pleased to meet you, Miss Kang." I responded and glanced at her entirely, Miyeon's raven hair cut to reach her shoulders which were covered by the fabric of her silk cream blouse,  she paired it with tight daisy white pants and black heels. She was very pretty not going to lie, but I preferred my mom, Miyeon kept smiling brightly, which showed her perfect teeth which were white as snow and she came with dimples. I didn't know what to feel at this point. My father moved on and found someone new. I guess I should be happy for him since he might stop drinking so much, but I'm not sure. I would want my mom back; if she were here, nothing would have changed. I can't bring her back, finding Soobin would be the light my world needed, so I need to see him, to be happy again.

I slump in the seat of my English class as my teacher kept on blabbering about Poetry, my mind travelled away and far away until I was daydreaming about Soobin. Does he feel the same?, will he come back as the Soobin I know and love?, will Soobin come back at all?.
"Ms Y/N" my teacher caught my attention when she said my name, I looked at her, confused. "Please pay attention next time" she responded thoughtfully and kept teaching the class, of course, I didn't pay attention again and kept daydreaming pretending to pay attention to her boring class. The bell rang for lunch, and the class rushed out like a herd of animals, I slowed my pace, so I don't get caught up in the ocean of people as I try to every time class ends. It's worse when the school year ends. It's like the students become monkeys, all screaming happily to be on a nice long break finally. But for me? I work during the holidays at my cousin's restaurant. Partying is for ordinary people. I turned away from the crowd who all charged to the cafeteria to enjoy their meals. I went my own way to the back of the school to embrace myself in silence. "Hey Nerd" Taehyung's friend Jungkook chuckled as he spoke, "Oh?" Taehyung questioned as he looked my way with a smirk plastered across his face. I sighed softly knowing what will come for me, but the last thing I saw when I closed my eyes was Taehyung coming towards me. It never happened, he never punched me, "Yoongi what are you doing?!"Taehyung yelled furiously as I reopened my eyes to meet Yoongi's glistening chocolate eyes standing in front of me. He showed a little smile and took my hand, pulling me away from his friends to protect me hopefully. "I know where Soobin is Y/N." Yoongi started, and he shifted his cold gaze to my widened eyes, "w-where is he?" I stuttered. I couldn't believe he knew, "he told me not to tell anyone, Soobin will come back when he is ready, I promise." Yoongi looked at me with a soft gaze. Yoongi wasn't like his other friends. He was colder, but he was lovely inside, although he didn't help me when I was being bullied.

Fallen leaves scraped against the pathway as the wind stirred them in a random direction, watched my footsteps as I walked home in a slow pace. Miyeon offered to pick me up but I refused, I barely knew her and after finding out she was only 24 really weirded me out since my dad is 40. I saw a figure in the distance, I focused my eyes on it and was that Soobin?.

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Sorry if this was short, I have been dealing with a headache recently due to school. I hope you understand :3