ᴹʸ ˡᵒˢᵗ ˡᵒᵛᵉ*⁀➷수빈 ✔

{8}

The soothing music is playing on Spotify, the natural light breaking through the curtains. I had my head resting on the ivory pillow and a book resting in my hands, I became lost in my thoughts and my focus on my book I once had begun to weaken. News spread around school that Soobin was returning today, I was beyond thrilled to see him again I ended up waking 2 hours too early. Awaiting for the perfect time to leave, I decided to read. I glance at the clock before scrambling out of bed and sliding my shoes on and running down the stairs, Hayoon glanced at me with his cheeks filled with his cereal before turning his attention back to his cartoons. I swung the door open and closed it with a gentle slam, and gripped onto my bag straps and started my 10-minute journey to school.

A vast crowd occupied in the hallway as overlapping chatter filled my ears, the numerous people made it slightly impossible to see what they were all surrounding. The group began to shrink, and I was finally able to see who or what they were all looking at. "Soobin.." I muttered as I looked at him for the first time in nine years, he was tall and lean his hair was wavy and short and his raven hair reflected in the light. His cinnamon eyes scanned every person until his eyes landed on me; he stood there for a few moments before approaching me. "Hey Y/N," he softly smiled as he spoke with his angelic voice. "Oh hey, babe" a slivery voice was heard as a girl approached Soobin and planted a kiss on his cheek, my heart shattered in millions of pieces. I looked at the stunning girl, she was beautiful with long chestnut brown wavy hair and emerald green eyes, and slight brown freckles appeared across her rosy cheeks. "Y/N, this is my girlfriend. Emily" Soobin introduced me to her, but I was beyond shocked and heartbroken. "Nice to meet you, Emily." I managed to croak out and attempted to hide the overwhelming sadness I was undergoing, a smile overspread across her face as she dragged Soobin down the jammed hallways.

I parted my lips as I looked at the sky, the sun was setting over the city of Seoul, concluding yet another day. I held the tissue in my nose to reduce the amount of blood from spilling out, Taehyung punched my nose, Jerk. In fact, my life, returned the same as it was without Soobin, he didn't speak to me as much as I glanced in his direction. I waited patiently for Hayoon to finish his playdate with one of his friends from preschool, I'm late for work. "Oh Y/N" a voice sweeter than candy called from behind, I turned to face the owner of the magnificent voice. It was Soobin, I was shook because I never thought he had a sibling, stepsibling?. "H-Hi" I managed to stutter out, due to my fast beating heart by his presence. "you are here for Hayoon right?" he questions, and I nod in response to not stutter one more. "He should be out soon, he's just packing up his things" Soobin chuckled sweetly as he spoke, Soobin entered his house once again leaving me there. "Hello, Y/N!" Hayoon called as he threw his bag strap over his shoulder, and ran towards me with a bright smile spread across his face. "Let's go" I mumbled and grabbed his hand bringing him home, I glanced at Soobin's house, and it was the same one, I kinda suspected he never left at all.

I don't know why but every night I find myself on the bench in the park once again, inhaling the fresh night air, and staring at the dozens of sparkling stars. I saw him again, the stalker. He was hiding, but I could see his chocolate brown eyes in the warm streetlight, his skin was white as snow. "Don't hide." I bluntly demanded, and his eyes widened,  he stepped out from behind a tree and approached me slowly. He didn't rush, and my heart rate increased, "I'm sorry..." he began. Looking at the concrete,
"I love you".

I woke up the next morning, I was puzzled. What happened last night? I glanced around my room to see if anything was different. Only the strange jacket that rested on my chair was missing, I was taken back home. I laid in bed for a couple more minutes rethinking the event that unfolded last night. He loved me? But I didn't know him. Or it could be Soobin, that's not possible, he has a girlfriend. "You know who I am" a voice whispered in my ear, I looked behind me and saw...

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I tried to make this short to get it out before Christmas, the next one will be longer. Merry Christmas and if you don't celebrate it, I hope you are having a wonderful day.