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Ever since I saw that man, I couldn't normally live without having to glance at the nearest windows. Every day I always felt tense, I didn't feel comfortable anywhere, makes sense since I was most definitely getting stalked. I was walking to school, lowering my eyes, so I avoid eye contact with anyone. "Y/N" a male voice called from behind me, I moved in a quickened way to face the direction of the voice that rung in my ear, "hey Do-yun" I murmured I didn't lift my eyes to look into his. "I see you are on your way to school, your outfit looks nice," I noticed he smiled at me as he looked down at me, I glanced down at my outfit, it was just a plain white tee and blue denim jean shorts paired with white converse, simple outfit. "thank you, I will see you when you finish school right here?" I finally looked up at him and questioned, he nodded before walking the opposite way to his school. 

Chatter filled the hallways as people were surrounded by their friends, as Yoongi split from his group and went up to me with a bright gummy smile. "Soobin is returning" Yoongi spoke with a tremulous voice, he pulled me in for a hug, he never did this, he rarely smiled or even hugged me. I was very excited to see the man who I still loved after so many years, I wanted to hug him now and hug him tight. "Yoongi" Taehyung spoke with his familiar deep voice which was filled with anger but did his best to hide it, Yoongi pulled away and returned to his group reuniting with his cold self as he slid his hands inside his hoodie pockets. Taehyung has been leaving me alone, and I didn't know the meaning of this. my life seemed to be getting better, but my depression and anorexia remained. I left the crowded hallways and entered the backfield, the wind stroking through my hair and my shoes immersing into the fresh olive green grass, the grass was still damp from the dense storm. I didn't care, and I wanted to be alone. I gaze at the clouds drifting past in a slow movement, it gets impossible to tell if they even are moving at all. 

I ruffled my hair gently as I rest my cheeks in the palms of my hands which were supported by my elbows on the tan desk, deeply sighing I took a glance at the clock only to be disappointed that I still have 40 minutes before I could escape this cell. I figured I could follow the class and read along with the boring book, I had nothing else to do but think of ways to end my life. My eyes began following the words as I listened to the sound of my classmate's voice as they were reading out loud clearly, the book was about a runaway teen who meets a boy from a wealthy family, and they fell in love it was ok. "psst Y/N." Taehyun leaned closer to me and whispered, it took him a few callings of my name before I finally looked at him, he glanced at the teacher who was reading along at her cluttered desk at the front of the classroom which smelt of strong perfume. "what?" I murmured back, I rested the book on the desk which it closed by itself, I don't know why books do that. "did you hear that Soobin is coming back?" he replied quietly, a smile crept along his face. "heard it from Yoongi." I whispered and flipped through the book trying to find the page my classmate was reading from, I saw from the corner of my eye the strange man dressed in black again. I tried to ignore it, but he was just staring at me through the window, my heart rate increased, I began to get terrified. I wanted to leave, but he would follow me, he might approach me if I left the class I was safer here since there were more people. 

English class ended, and the bell rang as the students rushed through the hallways once again to get their meals. I glanced around the hallways as a majority of the students gathered around the tables in the cafeteria, digging into their meals while chatting away. I inhaled the fresh air as I stepped out of the school building, which led to the grassy area of the football field, the footballers played their game as their popular girlfriends chatted amongst themselves.  It felt nice to be able to see the sky clearly not from a window, the bright azure blue sky with the clouds moving as slow as a snail. I rested my head on the brick wall of the gigantic red brick school building, taking in another deep breath and I shut my eyes I re-glance at the sky. Soobin was coming back, I was going to see him again, my lost love was coming back. 

The next day was a Saturday, Miyeon and my dad went out for a date leaving me with Hayoon. I put my cooking skills to work and started making eggs and bacon for Hayoon, "are you making breakfast?" Hayoon grumbled sleepily from behind. I nodded and hoped he saw because of his half-asleep state, I turned around to face the small boy resting his head on the marble counter, I held the plate of fried eggs and sizzling bacon and a glass of freshly squeezed orange juice.  the clank of the plate and the glass woke Hayoon once again, "ah sorry thank you" he mumbled and dragged the snow white plate and glass cup closer to him, Hayoon began devouring the food like he hasn't eaten in decades. he seemed so kind and calm, the kids I use to babysit were actual spawns from hell. "put your plate and glass in the sink once you are done, see you later" I whispered with my voice cold as ice, I walked to my room with my hands in my cream jacket pocket. 

It was 7:45pm the sun was setting over the trees as it was turning into nightfall, my eyes focused on my view outside and I made eye contact with my stalker. I stared at him and he stared back, I didn't feel afraid, it seemed like now I didn't care. I didn't care someone was stalking me anymore, I noticed his eyes were a walnut brown thanks to the warm light on the front porch. I slowly opened my window, he ran away as 2 headlights pulled into the driveway meaning my dad and Miyeon are home, I kinda felt sad he left, there's something about him, Perhaps I...

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It was my birthday on November 20th but I still tried to write on that day, as well as the day after even if I was tired from celebrating my birthday. I hope you enjoyed this part. :3