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The white frosted trees and snow top houses filled my vision as I walked around the neighbourhood, my body wrapped with winter clothing which kept me warm as coldness circled the country. I decided not to show Soobin the photo. I'm not the type of person to ruin a relationship, even if Soobin frequently acts miserable around her. I've picked up rapidly on the fact that not even Do-yun didn't want to be in a 30-meter radius of where she stands, she radiates annoyance and keeps everyone distant from her. She clings onto him and holds him tight like she's going to lose him at that moment, "I didn't do anything, babe!" Emily's squeaky voice rang in my ears, and I checked my surrounds to confirm her voice wasn't stuck in my head and to my surprise, not far away stood Soobin and Emily. Soobin's dark aura and cold glare startled Emily, as she was clutching onto her phone. "Taehyun saw you, Y/N is my best friend, and you know that." an angry tone quickly arose in Soobin's voice, he never broke his glare that grew colder by each passing second. "You spend too much time with her. I missed you..." Emily uttered as tears threatened to fall like waterfalls, she looked down at her feet covered in the white snow as they stood on grass which the snow covered like a blanket. "I spend too much time with you, anyways. You're so clingy, leave me alone for once!!" Soobin barked at her, I thought it would be the end of their relationship, but I was wrong. He just left her there, tears flowing out of her eyes at a hastened speed. He said it himself. I was just his best friend.

Soobin confirming I was just his best friend repeated in my mind, I hoped we could have been something more. I shut the door of my room and spotted today's note on my bed, I peered out the window, and he was standing there eyeing me and eagerly waiting for me to read his compliments for today.

My Love,

Soobin doesn't deserve you if he calls you his best friend. I know you love them very much.
Remember that he left you. You know, You must be a dictionary because you add meaning to my life. The whole world brightens up when you smile. Your smile is soo cute you should smile more often by the way.

- C.S
I looked at him, unknowingly a tint of pink crept across my cheeks, and a soft smile flowed slowly after. I watched his figure disappeared into the heavy fallen snow and hung the note up once again, "ah I'm going to have to get a box for these" I chuckled and glanced at all the letters. My gaze saddened when I remembered what Soobin said once again, I'm just his best friend.

I sat near my window, focusing on the frost growing on the decently sized window, as the snow falls gently adding to the already 3 feet of it on the ground. The stillness surrounded me, which I quickly ceased as I started playing Chungha on Spotify, I plugged in my earphones and continued watching the snowfall. Someone climbed on my bed with me as I heard the bed creak by the sudden weight pushed on it. "Hello Y/N" Hayoon proclaimed, I removed one earphone to listen to him while enjoying the music of another girl group named (G)I-DLE. "Hey," I uttered before I looked down at me as his eyes focused on my see-through curtains, "why was there a man staring into your window some time ago?" His question caught me off guard. I took time to respond to his question, "It was just my friend making sure I was ok." Hayoon looked at me as soon as I said those words, I was afraid he went to the stalker, and the stalker said something completely different. "Ok Bye," Hayoon replied before running off full of delight, I wish I could be that happy when doing anything.

I went on another walk that night, it helps clear the mind. Great way to ease symptoms of depression too, or at least I was told. I looked around and saw no one but the stalker standing a block away, he didn't even try and hide from me, I miss his sympathetic voice. Anyone would, to be honest, It's really nice and humble. I dug my hands deeper into my coat pockets to shield my hands from the cold nightly air, I don't have winter gloves. I kept walking glancing rarely at the path I made with my boots, taking in the subtle scent of the night air with every breath I took throughout this nightly walk I seemed to appreciate each time. I walked past Soobin's house, I caught the stalker in my vision, and his eyes widened but settled as I kept walking, Strange. I didn't know why he did that or why he would of, I was curious. I didn't know if letting that curiosity fade was good but I wasn't really interested in learning, so it's best if it fades actually. The next song playing on my Spotify playlist and knowing the song I instantly hummed along to the voices, I fixed my grey beanie and kept walking. I looked at the oak tree in my front yard and remembered attempting to climb it with Soobinn on one hot summer afternoon, my mom would call for us to each lunch in the backyard, I miss those days. My mom was there, and Soobin was to. One person returned, but it wasn't the same as it was when we were kids. my gaze on the oak tree saddened and a tall figure wrapped their arms around me and pulled me in for a back hug when I caught a glimpse of the man it so happened to be Soobin.

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Short part with a lot of words I am interested in making fanfiction covers. I don't know why but it's entertaining.
If anyone wants a cover made I'll be happy to make it just message me ^_^