I Need Your Love Before I Fall... [Jeon Jungkook x Reader]

Chapter 17

Jungkook's POV-

I got out of my car holding an umbrella and made my way towards where Namjoon Hyung was standing.

"Hyung?" I put my hand on his shoulder.

He turned around and saw me.

"Jungkook? What are you doing here?" He asked.

"I could ask you the same thing! What are you doing here getting drenched in the rain? You scared me for a second!" I said and leaned my umbrella to shade him. 

"Ah, I just couldn't concentrate at home so I came here for sightseeing but it started raining." He explained.

Namjoon Hyung was writing books these days. He always loved them and told them that he wanted to be a writer.

"You didn't take an umbrella even though the weather was bad? And you should have just gone there." I said pointing to the porch with a shed.

"Oh, I didn't see that. Anyway, tell me what are you doing here? Your house is very far from here." He said.

"I- uh..."

We went under the shed and I told everything to Namjoon Hyung. I felt like if I didn't, I wouldn't be able to take it anymore. I needed to talk out everything that was bothering me. Namjoon Hyung said nothing and just listened to me.

"*sigh* Jungkook... what are you exactly trying to find?" He asked after a moment of silence.

"An excuse... I'm trying to find an excuse that would prove all this wrong. I don't want to give up, not after knowing all this..." I said.

"Jungkook Ah, just remember that whenever you feel like you've had enough, come back home. I know it's hard but, you have a life apart from this and you know it's important." He said and continued after placing his hand on my shoulder.

"I wish only the best for my brother. Remember, you have people you can trust." He said.

"Thank you, Hyung. I needed that..." I said.

"Sometimes I just see a small boy with dreams in his eyes, in this huge city, I am lost in a never-ending abyss..." I said.

"Then, you'll need a path to walk on which you'll need to find yourself. You can do that only by being confident in yourself." Hyung said.

I nodded and smiled.

After a little talk, the rain stopped and the sun shone from the slits of the clouds. I waved my goodbye to my brother and drove back home.

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Y/N's POV-

I took out all the letters from the mailbox and threw them away a few days ago. I don't think Jungkook saw them. It was our day off and Jungkook went out somewhere. I thought it was a good chance for me to go give 'him' the money. I was about to leave when I saw the bottle of my medication on the table. I took out a few tablets and gulped them down with some water.

"*sigh*"

I made my way to the nearby cafe and saw Kwangjae sitting at a table. I quickly stomped there and slammed the packet of money on his table. I gave him a quick look and turned around to leave.

"What is your boyfriend up to these days? I saw him at your grandmother's house just now." His voice said.

I turned around as I frowned at him.

"Are you following him?" I asked.

He shrugged giving me a smirk.

"Don't. I'm giving you the money you asked for, you have no reason to be tailing him. Don't involve yourself too much in our lives." I said.