I Need Your Love Before I Fall... [Jeon Jungkook x Reader]

Chapter 18

Jungkook's POV-

That evening I was in the middle of driving home feeling emotionally upset. The weather was bad like any other day of this month. 'The holidays start from tomorrow...' It was around the busy street that I saw someone standing in front of a cafe. My eyes widened as I saw Y/N with Kwangjae.

'What the- What is he doing here?! He was arrested for 6 years. Then why is he out now?'

I stopped my car at the corner of the opposite street. I lowered the glass of my car's window a little to see them. Just then I saw that Y/N gave something to him and he smirked. They were talking about something that I couldn't hear. Every second I was there, it pissed me off like hell. I couldn't take it anymore so I drove back home.

'This is it! I'll ask her everything head on! I feel like a fool for trusting someone who can lie like that! Why did it have to be you? Why did you play me like that? What did I ever do to deserve this?!' Tears formed in my eyes as I struggled to stop them from falling.

I parked my car in the parking lot and went up the elevator. I unlocked the door to our home and went in. I breathed heavily as I threw my bag across the room. I caught my spinning head and I cried my heart out. I slumped down weeping to the floor.

'Why is this happening?... Why can't everything be as I thought it'd be? Why can't I be happy with her?!' I smashed my fist on the glass coffee table, cracking it. Blood dripped drop by drop from my clenched hand.

"It hurts... seeing you like this... hurts..." I mumbled to myself.

I heard the door open and Y/N walked in. She didn't notice me until she closed the door behind her. I couldn't see her expression since I hung my head down.

"Jungkook?!" She exclaimed.

Y/N's POV-

I came home to see Jungkook sitting in front of the broken glass table with his bleeding hand on it.

"Jungkook?!" I exclaimed and ran to him and knelt.

"..." He said nothing and sat in the same position.

"What happened?! You're bleeding!" I tried to touch his hand that was bleeding but he pulled it away.

"...Why do you care?" He said in a raspy voice.

'So today it is...'

"What- what do you mean why do I care? You're my- " I was cut off by him.

"Why did you do it? Why did you pretend to be someone else?" He asked.

"What are you talking about?" I asked him.

"That doesn't matter anyway, because I don't know who I'm talking to, the real you, or the fake you..." Jungkook said.

"Jungkook, I don't don't know what you are talking about but please let me take care of your hand," I said tears starting to form in my eyes.

"Stop pretending!" Jungkook yelled and looked up into my eyes.

His eyes were teary and red, by his expression he looked heartbroken, but why? 'You shouldn't have saved me... now, look what you've dragged yourself into...'

"Jungkook..." I said in a low voice.

"I should have asked you this directly earlier, maybe that way I wouldn't have to be hurt this way... Fine, I'll ask you now. Tell me, what were you doing with that guy today? What is he to you? Your fiance?!" Jungkook yelled holding me by my shoulders.

"I was just..." Even when I tried, I couldn't keep talking to him my voice just won't come out the way I wanted it to.

"He was arrested for domestic violence for almost 6 years, then why is he out now? Why was he with you, tell me!" Jungkook asked.