I Need Your Love Before I Fall... [Jeon Jungkook x Reader]

Chapter 19

Y/N's POV-

I stood on the rooftop, resting my arms on the railing, staring at the ring in my hand as tears slowly slid off my cheeks.

I remembered the time after Sarah's death I went to her grandma's house. She thought I was her because of her dementia. I just pretended to be Sarah for her and replied to her letters. What could I do for her besides that?

'I'm sorry Sarah... Jungkook... You were the only ones that filled my world with light but in the end, I always make people regret their choices...'

Just as I thought that the ring on my finger slid off and fell. I gasped and looked down as a car was about to go over it on the road.

"No no no no no no!" I ran towards the door and downstairs.

I quickly entered the elevator and waited impatiently as it went down. I ran to the now, empty street and picked it up. The car went over it but it wasn't broken. I came back to the elevator and inspected it. The diamond on it was cracked but didn't break completely. It made my heart drop. 'Just when I thought what more could I lose...'

I went back to our room and opened the door. Jungkook wasn't there. I went to the bedroom and took out a travel bag. I opened my closet next and took out all my clothes. I stuffed them in the bag one by one not bothering to arrange properly. I went to the living room and picked my books from the shelf.

That's when my eyes fell on the cracked glass-top table. I took the ring off my finger once again and put it on top of the table. I bit my lip and sniffed as a tear again fell. Ignoring it, I quickly packed all my things and took the bag before walking out to the front door.

I looked back and realised I forgot my handbag so I went back in to get it. It was on the couch. I picked it up and noticed my phone was buzzing in it. I took it out and saw that it was Jungkook. I took a deep breath and hesitantly answered it before putting it to my ear.

"Hel-" I was cut off by a voice who seemed in a hurry.

"What...?" Fear struck me as soon as I heard that Jungkook got into an accident.

"W-where?" I asked trying my best to calm myself in front of that person.

"O-ok, I'll be t-there..." I said and hung up.

'No, please... no, don't be, please...' I quickly ran towards the elevator and ran out of the building as soon as I got off.

I called for a taxi and told them the address of the hospital they took him to. 'God, please! Enough of this! I was going away from his life I was not going to hurt him anymore, then why?!' I felt like screaming the way to the hospital. 'Can someone tell me this is a dream? I can't take it anymore... Jungkook please be okay...'

I reached the hospital and dashed in after paying for the taxi. I went to the lobby and asked for Jungkook. They told me he was currently in the emergency room. I went upstairs and to the room, I was told to go to. I peeped through the glass of the door but couldn't see anything. I waited anxiously for a few minutes before they pushed a stretcher out to take him somewhere.

I grabbed the corner of the stretcher only to look upon Jungkook's unconscious face covered in blood and shattered glass. I gasped and covered my mouth with my hands. I didn't know how to react. I cried too much and my tears wouldn't fall from my eyes yet my heartbeat fastened and my mind went blank. My throat and my chest hurt like hell.

"E-excuse me, wh-where are you taking him?" I asked a nurse.

"He lost too much blood so we need to get him to transplant quickly or we'll lose him." She said and went along with them into another room.