Solangelo Oneshots (NicoxWill)

Dear Nico

-Oh my god. You have no idea how hard it was to restrain myself from making the title "My dearest, Angelica" (with a comma after dearest). (Any Hamilton fans?)-

But enough with this. You came here to read about our little gay beans, not listen to me talk about my lack of restraint to make references at every possible opportunity so Imma shut up now.

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Dear Nico,

I'm no good at introductions.

This kind of letter is hard to begin.

I don't know where to start, but I suppose none of that matters.

Ever since the battle, the camp has been in such a state of stress, especially when I'm working in the infirmary all the time, treating to the injured.

I ordered you to spend three days in the infirmary.

Those three days were unlike anything I could have ever expected.

And I know I haven't talked to you much since then and it's been a week, but I've had a lot on my mind. 

I've thought about things over and over again until I finally came to a conclusion.

And there's something I want you to know.

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Back then, I gave you orders to stay in the infirmary to get rest and tend to your wounds.

I cared about you and wanted to make sure you were treated.

And by "cared" I mean I care about all of my patients and it's my job to keep everyone in good health.

Now I'm not so sure that was the whole story.

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Something inside me was stirring when I was around you.

I felt a strange sensation when I grabbed your hand to feel my own,

A sensation I hadn't felt when I had touched others.

I didn't know why, but I couldn't get you off my mind.

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When things were especially hectic in the infirmary after the battle,

I felt disheartened when you didn't stop by to say "Hello".

I thought you didn't want to be around me or you thought I was useless and weak since you saved me on numerous accounts.

I really wanted to be your friend.

I especially didn't want you to run away again.

I had determination to make camp your home,

And I'm so happy you decided to stay.