ME? CHANGING MY COVER? NooOOOooOOTTt aT aLlLLLLl *looks away*
Hi. I am feeling angsty today. Honestly, when am I not? I LOOK for angst. I'm that person who likes crying.
This one is inspired by "The Next Right Thing" from Frozen 2. I love this scene. It made me cry the first time I saw it in theaters. It's such a powerful and heavy song for a kids movie and just in general. I HAVEN'T CRIED FOR A DISNEY MOVIE SINCE INSIDE OUT IN 2015! EVER SINCE THEN I HAVE AVOIDED THAT MOVIE BECAUSE IT EMOTIONALLY DAMAGED ME BEYOND REPAIR! I'M NOT BRAVE ENOUGH TO WATCH IT AGAIN AND IT HAS BEEN FIVE WHOLE YEARS!
Lyrics are in bolded italics (I changed it because I am blind and can't immediately see italics) Song is above. Feel free to listen along. Or don't. Whatever you want. The dates are made up by the way.
WARNING: Grief, Big sad
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Here Lies
WILLIAM A. SOLACE
Son of Apollo
(June 1, 1996 - July 7th, 2012)
Loving Brother, Son, and Friend
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To the hero who changed so many lives for the better,
Our hearts go with yours to Elysium.
We love you.
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Nico
I've seen dark before, but not like this
The weight of heartbreak is the sky falling down upon me, crushing me along with my heart and soul under its weight. Despite the gravity, it wasn't enough for the relieving solace of death, but for a torturous existence.
No escape.
No way out.
No one to hear your screams.
This is cold, this is empty, this is numb
It's been a week since your death. I want to cry, to scream in anguish, to punch the wall, but I can't. My tears have run out. My strength and anger are hidden inside. I am instead, broken. Alive, but not living, my heart a hollow shell of thin ice, cold and ready to shatter at the slightest touch, and my eyes devoid of any last remnant of color, along with the world around me:
Anemic.
Etiolated.
Spiritless.
Empty.
Enervated.
Nothing.
The life I knew is over, the lights are out
The light in my world left along with you. The sun has set, never to rise again. You; my everything, my best friend, my lover, my sunshine, the only person I knew would love me unconditionally are gone. You will never come back home to me.
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Solangelo Oneshots (NicoxWill)
FanficJust some one-shots and a bit more for my OTP because I have an unhealthy and slightly concerning obsession with these two. THIS BOOK IS SMUT FREE! (I am not comfortable with it so if you want smut, this isn't the book you are looking for.) I update...
