Secrets , Love and Betrayal

You should of listened

Nixon's P.O.V

What is taking her so long to get here, I seriously thought that she would be smarter , or maybe she hasn't even been to his house yet and hasn't seen the little note i left for her.

"So then are you and Skylar dating?"   ,

"no and even if we were it would have nothing to do with you"

Wow  his words were full of pure venom , he really cared for her , just like she did for him. But i have never ever cared for someone that much and i am never going to , my mum dosen't really love me like she says she does to people , in actual fact i think she hates me and can't wait until i am 18 and can move out. you see as soon as my father found out that she was pregnant with me he left her because , he said that he thought that there was no way that i could be his son , because he was always 'careful'.

So i have always felt like i was a mistake and not wanted , which kind of made me the person that i am  today cold hearted and i love no one , not even my mother. The only people i can trust are Nate , Chase and Max , who i think are disgusted with me because they found out that i had raped Skylar but i hope and pry to god that they believed that she was lying and i was the one telling the truth.

Skylar's P.O,V

My eyes were once again over flowing with tears, i had to get to Dylan fast , what if Nixon wasn't lying what if he really did hurt Dylan or worse. For the hundredth time today i sprinted toward Nixon's house , when i saw the red door , i felt fire burn  deep inside of me. Without a seconds thought i ran straight inside where i saw Dylan tied to a chair blood running down the side of his head , Nixon had hit him.

"Finally Skylar i was starting to think that you would never show up, so i'm guessing you got my little note then?"

"Nixon , I'm sorry OK , i know what i did was stupid but please just don't hurt Dylan , please i'm begging you!"

I was trying to sweet talk him a little , i could never live with myself if anything serious happened to Dylan , I loved him.

"BUT YOUR NOT ARE YOU SKYLAR , YOUR JUST LYING SO THAT I DON'T HURT HIM , BUT YOU KNOW WHAT I REALLY DON'T CARE , IF I KILL HIM I WILL FEEL NO GUILT , WHAT SO EVER BECAUSE I  AM A COLD HEARTLESS BASTARD AND EVERYONE KNOWS IT!!!" He practically screamed that at the top of his voice.

"Nixon , what do i have to do , to make you leave Dylan alone?"

"Well there is one thing that you could do " His infuriating smirk had made its way on to his lips

"What is it?"

"You have to be my girlfriend , that is the only way that i am going to leave you pathetic little friend alone".

"Skylar you don't have to did it , i really don't care if i get hurt , he could stab me a thousand times over but it would still never compare to the pain that he fucking put you through" Dylan's voice was practically begging me not to do it but i had to ,i couldn't let him take beatings from Nixon just because of me , i would feel the guilt eat me alive every single day until i die.

I stood in front of them , their eyes were glued to me waiting for the answer . Either way my life would be fucked up , i could either choose the option where i just went through the pain pretending , i'm sue i could do that , it would make me physically sick everytime that i had to make contact with Nixon , but it was better than me choosing to say no to Nixon's idea and end up getting Dylan beaten to within an inch of his life.

"I'm sorry Dylan , but i have to do this" The tears were once again falling from my eyes , blurring my vision.

"Well Skylar you made the right choice , for a minute i actually thought that you were going to be all selfish and let Dylan get beaten to death".

"Let him go Nixon " I kept my anger held inside , i couldn't just blurt it all out how i was really feeling , disgusted , Of all of the people in the world why him ??? , why did he have to be my soon to be step - brother , why did my dad and his mum have to meet and supposedly fall for one another , why?

"Your wish is my command" , Nixon untied the rope from around Dylan's hand setting them free , the rope had left deep red marks on Dylan's wrists.

Dylan got up from the chair , making his way over to me , pulling me in to another one of his death hugs,

"Skylar you didn't have to do that , i would rather get beaten everyday that for you to have to act like his girlfriend" Dylan whispered in to my ear making sure that only i heard him and not Nixon.

"No Dylan i did have to do it , i would give up everything for you , i could't live with myself if i let you get beaten , i love you" I started to sob i could tell that Dylan was trying so hard not to aswell.

"I love you to Skylar , always have and always will , don't you ever forget that OK" 

" I won't I promise". We pulled away i never wanted to let go of him , i wanted my life to go back to the way it was months ago where everything seemed perfect.

"Right i think you better leave Dylan me and Skylar have some boyfriend and girlfriend business we need to attend to"

"I swear if you fucking rape her again , i will string you up by your balls and get you done for everything i can , you will end up in prison for the rest of your life do you fucking understand , I'm not gonna let you do this to her , do you hear me?"

"I hear you loud and clearly , but thing is that i swear i won't rape her again , because it's not rape if she enjoys it , which i can tell you now for a fact she will"

"your a fucking Bast-"  , "Dylan don't please , go home and get your head sorted out it's still bleeding a little , i will ring you later"  ,

"Yeah you better" I could tell that Dylan was so pissed , he had always seen me as strong , i had never taken shit of anyone before in my life then all of a sudden Nixon comes along and i don't even have a fucking spine , it's like no matter what i do Nixon will get me.

"So babes how does it feel to be Nixon Stallers Girlfriend?"

"FUCKING SHIT!!!! , THAT'S HOW IT FEELS"

"Well for fucking starters , don't you speak to me like that again , i am  your fucking boyfriend you dirty little slag and you will respect me!"

"No in my eyes you are not my boyfriend , you are some sick perverted boy that made me date him for the safety of my friend"

"Well you can put it like that if you want , but when people ask you at school about us you will tell them , that you fell deeply in love with me and that you don't think there is any man in the world that can compare to me"

"what do you want from me Nixon? , Why me , you know that you can get any girl to date you so do you choose me?"

" You really wanna know Skylar why i chose you?"

"well Duh , i just asked you"

"Don't get smart with me you little bitch"

"Well don't get dumb with me then you fucking dickhead"

"Do you really want me to rape you again?"

Nixon started to walk towards me , he pinned me up against the wall , forcefully wrapping my legs around his body. There was no point in me trying to struggle my way free because he was just too strong and he had me wedged between his body and the wall far to tight

He angrily forced his lips on to mine , biting at my bottom lip demanding access , but i wasn't opening my mouth i could see that he was getting pissed at this.

"Open you mouth now Skylar , or i will hurt you"

. I opened my mouth right away i don't think i could take getting raped again i was still in major pain from before. I felt his rough hands move their way over every inch of my body , not missing a single piece of skin. I could feel him getting harder , knowing that i would be the one having to sort it out .