Secrets , Love and Betrayal

Raven , Please don't make me do it!!!

Ring Ring Ring.........

"Hey sexy bitch , long time no phone call" I was so glad to hear Ravens voice , she was my other best friend,

After a few seconds i was able to compose my self , and answer Raven

"Hey Raven , I need you here now please!!!!"   "Woah , Skylar whats wrong?? you sound beyond upset"

"Please can you just come round i will explain it all to you when you get here"    "yeah sure i will be round in 10 minutes OK "    "OK thanks .... Oh wait I'm not at mine do you know where 15 Hampsdale road is ??"

"Yeah , Are you living there now or something??"    "yeah sort of , i will explain it all to you when you get here OK , i will see you soon bye "

With that i hung up and walked over to my mirror , my mascara had ran all the way down my face , making me look like some sort of Halloween character. My eyes were red and puffy due to me crying for 2 hours straight.I felt dirty , used , ashamed , disgusting , worthless , i felt like a first class whore.

How could Nixon do that , on minute he is OK and just kind of joking around , the next he turns in to a vicious , vile raping monster , with no regret. But the words that stuck in my head were what he said at the end that i would have to have sex with him when ever he wanted.

Yes my life is totally fucked up, a few minutes later i doubled check my face / eyes in the mirror to make sure that it wasn't that obvious that i had been crying , i just wanted to sit in the corner of my room and lock myself away for ever , but i knew that i couln't do that , even if i had just got raped by someone i hate with a passion.

After checking myself i headed down stairs only to see Nixon and his mates in the front room , as soon as i was at the bottom of the stair all the boys looked my way , eyeing me up.

"Oh hey Skylar , looking sexy as always"   "shut the fuck up Nixon" i said through gritted teeth , glaring at him with the deadliest gaze i had  , "Oh but you wern't saying that before were you?" I seriously wanted to slap that mother fucking smirk right off of his ugly , eye paining face .

"oh by the way Skylar, this is chase" he said pointing to to a tall brown haired boy with tattoos covering is right arm , wearing a red and black checked shirt , black and stone washed fitted jeans with a pair of rocker boots. "This is Maxwell , but just call him max" looking over to the boy his brown hair just fell over his eyes , his whole body covered in tattoos , wow all these lads like their tattoo's don;t they , he was wearing a black best with grey skinny jeans and biker boots. "And last but not least this is Nate" He signaled over to a boy with jest black hair that was styled so that it was spiked up a little but not to much , he was wearing a blue t'shirt , black studded leather jacket over the top , blacked ripped skinny jeans and tramp boots.

I just stood there , taking in the fact that Nixon was acting if nothing had ever happenend a few hours ago like the little fact that he raped me and then he can just casually call his mates round to watch TV and play on FIFA 13. Just as i was about to go in to my deep thinking i heard a knock at the door , i literally sprinted to it , hitting my knee in the process "Ah you mother fucker" , I opened the door only to be rugby tackled my Raven her , dyed black hair in its usual ponytail , wearing her favourite black ripped vest top with electric blue netting underneath and her red skinny jeans with her black converse.

She started kissing me all over my face  , no we are not lesbians we just have a close and weird friendship.

"Now that's what i'm talking about , a bit of girl on girl action" Nixon irritating voiced filled my ears , Raven lifted her head , stopping the kisses she was killing me with , i also looked up to see Nixon , Nate , chase and Max all stood there with massive grins on their faces.

"do you know what would make that even better" Max suddenly felt the need to add his opinion , even though nobody asked what would make it ever better he decided to carry on his sentence.

"If you were both naked on a bed , with me , getting filmed"

I pushed Raven off me i was fuming , i was still hurt and destroyed from this morning , but now Max had just pushed me over the edge.

"WELL GUESS , YOUR OUT OF FUCKING LUCK . BECAUSE ME AND RAVEN WILL GO UP TO MY ROOM BUT NOT TO GET OFF OR HAVE A SHAGG , JUST TO TALK , AND FOR YOU INFORMATION I WOULD NEVER SHAGG YOU OR EVEN THINK ABOUT MAKING A PORNO WITH YOU BECAUSE TO MAKE A PORNO YOU HAVE TO BE A MAN AND HAVE I DICK , AND YOUR NO WAY NEAR BEING A FUCKING MAN OR EVEN HAVING A DICK , GET IT"

everyones eyes were glued to me, i was panting from my massive rant which i had taken about 3 breaths while yelling at the top of my voice , i grabbed Ravens arm and ragged her up the stairs when we finally got to my room i swung the door open and slamming it shut behind me.

Raven sat on my bed while i made my way over to it sitting next to her i layed my head down on her shoulder , she wrapped her arm around the top of my back.

"Skylar what is wrong , and why are you here , with Nixon Staller , and his friends?"

"The other day, i found out that my mum and dad were splitting up and that they both had new partners , my dads partner is called Stacey and she is Nioxon's mum , so that is why i am here because i am having to live with my dad for a bit , because my mum dosen't want me with her"

I couldn't stop the tears that were falling from my eyes , they ran down my cheek and on to Ravens top she rubbed my back soothingly.

"I'm soooo , sorry about you mum and dad Skylar"   "no it's OK its not your fault"

"I know but i know how you feel , when your mum and dad split up , its one of the worst feeling in the world , but your strong Skylar you will make it through , i know you will"

"Thanks Raven I love you , as a friend"  "I love you to Skylar , My lesbian lover" when she said that i couldn't help it i burst out laughing falling on the floor , me and Raven always got mistaken for being lesbians because of how close we are , but most of the time we just go long with it , winking at each other , trying to make it look like we are in a relationship because that's just how we roll.

"Sooooo , who were all three lads that were with Nixon??"

"errm i think he said their names were Max , Chase and Nate why?"

"Because one of them was fit as"   "let me guess the one with black hair and bule top"

"yeah , how did you know? and whats his name"

"like ewwww , i have known you since we were like 3 that's how i know and i think his name is Nate"

"What do you mean ewwww , they are all soo good looking even Nixon"

"Major ewww , they are stuck , up vain pricks ,that need to get their heads out of each others arses"

"whatever Skylar, I think we should make a little bet"

Whenever Raven made a bet the other person always lost , but there was no point saying no she would just keep on pestering you until you did it.

"what kind of bet?"

"I will only tell you if you , shake my hand right now and deal that you will do it "

"Fine , deal" I shook Ravens hand , she had an evil grin on her face.

"well i dare you that if i get Nate to kiss me then you have to kiss , all the lads down stairs , INCLUDING NIXON"

"WHAT, WAIT NO , Raven please i can't , please i'll do anything else , anything please don't make me do this".

"Too late your doing it".