So young, So damaged

Go you!

!! TRIGGER WARNING : mention of sexual assault !!

September 8th, 1995
Juniper's POV

It has been two days since Draco and McLaggen's fight, Draco got detention for two days and McLaggen got it for three, but he also isn't allowed to try out for quidditch this year.

I've been going to class like nothing happened, nobody really knows what happened. Draco probably put the dots together and figured it out already, he just doesn't want to ask me if he's correct.

Today is Friday which means it's help and elective day for me.

I got up from bed and so did Daphne and we did our usual morning routine as the two other girls were still asleep.

My bruises went away, and my body wasn't sore anymore but that didn't mean everything was back to normal. I'm happy Draco beat up McLaggen, don't get me wrong but I would've been fine if he didn't hurt him.

The past couple days I've hated wearing a skirt, it gave me flashbacks. Flashbacks of him playing with the hem of my skirt, his hand under my skirt, and him lifting up my skirt.

I had to continue to wear the skirts, it's the school dress code for crying out loud.

Every time after I got out of the shower I would stare and examine my body in the mirror. My hand would go over my jaw where he slapped, my neck where he gripped, and my ass where he..

Life would go back to normal for everyone, everyone but me.

I got finished getting dressed, Daphne and I waited for Pansy and Tracey to finish getting ready.

I was sitting on the trunk at the foot of my bed.

"Today's going to be a great day for you love, I can feel it" Daphne sat beside me on my trunk as she let me rest my head on her shoulder.

Once the girls were done getting ready we headed to the common room to meet with the boys.

"Two minutes late, you guys are getting better" Theodore joked.

Draco was sitting on the couch with his head thrown back, his face still bruised and his lip was still busted. He never liked to heal his injuries, he used them so girls can swoon over him.

"Up, Up, let's go eat my beloveds" Blaise said sarcastically with a bow, making us chuckle a bit.

We all stood up and walked towards the dining hall, whispers following us with every stride. Ever since the little wrestle there has been rumors.

Rumors were spread from every house, talking about  that I was seeing both boys at once and Draco got jealous. There was another rumor spreading around about how I didn't want a 'dirty half-blood' to touch me.

People can never give me a fucking break.

There was a couple of Gryffindor girls walking next to us heading the same way, whispering and giggling as they looked at us.

"Chatter chatter chatter, do you ever stop talking?" I spat, Pansy turned to stick her tongue out and made a spitty blow. The two Gryffindors stopped walking and looked at us with wide eyes. The group chuckled at my comment and Pansy's action.

The only options I had with the rumors were to let people talk shit about me or I hit them with nasty comments. I chose the second option.

Breakfast went on as usual, talking about the dreams we had that night, the homework, and there usually is a lot of talk about what the Gryffindor trio would do next.