The Queen and Her King

My Person

Harry POV

It's been a few hours now since we've all gotten back from the Isle, I'm feeling really good too.

My sisters agreed to come to Auradon, Gil agreed to come to Auradon, and so did the twins, and I could not be more excited about that. Well, there's that and something else, but I'm more nervous about that right now.

I need to just get something off my chest, recently I've been getting anxious spells around Brielle, and I know it might look like it's just random. But it's not, it's really not. There is plenty of reason behind the anxious spells, I just wish I didn't get anxious specifically out of all emotions. I wish I had just a bit more confidence about this.

What am I referencing ya ask? Well, recently... I've been thinking about Brielle a little differently.

Brielle is the most amazing, beautiful, caring, loving, generous, compassionate, and overall adorable lassie I've ever met in my life. 

It's hard... ya know at this point to... not wish she was more than my girlfriend.

It's like every time I get a nervous spell, it's because it's like her gorgeousness slaps me in the face and I get all bamboozled. And she's smarter than that, she knows something is up but I can't just tell her and it's killing me.

There are so many variables to how, when, where, etc etc, but one thing is very for sure in my mind, and it's this. I want Brielle Rose Florian to be more than my girlfriend, I want her to be my wife.

There is no other lassie on this entire planet that I could even dream of spending the rest of my life with besides her, but I still wonder sometimes if I'm worthy of that. She is... a goddess in my eyes, and what am I? A pirate from the Isle of the Lost with nothing to his name except the fact that I was a terrible person and now I'm not. Would Brielle want to even spend the rest of her life with me?

Brielle isn't the sort of lassie to just roll up to and ask oh no no, she deserves so much more than that. A grand gesture, that sort of thing. Brielle deserves the world in my mind, she's my best friend, the brightest light in my life, the Queen and my queen, she always sees the good in everyone and she did the same with me. She was the first kind smile I received in Auradon, the first warm welcome, the first person I've ever met that seems to understand me to a T.

The way she cradles my heart with such love and has never let me down in the slightest is just another great thing about her. I have never felt even remotely like this to anyone ever, except Brielle. I can name so many great and adorable things about her.

Like the way she'll let me cry my eyes out if I'm having a bad day and she'll be hugging me the entire time and gently consoling me until I get it together rather than mocking me for crying which has happened in the past experience with females. Or the way that she makes me feel better after a hard day, the way she'll hold me if I need to be held, when we start making jokes and end up laughing about the same thing for ten minutes because she and I would just keep adding onto it to make it funnier, the way her nose scrunches up a little bit when she laughs, or the way she can get me to smile just by smiling at me. Ugh and the way she takes care of me, the way she loves me is something I can barely even explain. She makes me feel so happy, so special. She looks at me with this look in her eyes all the time, like she thinks the world of me.

I wanna take care of her, I wanna be with her through every up and down life throws at us, I wanna wake up every day next to her or better yet with her in my arms or she holding me, I never want to lose her.

My only dilemma is every time I feel the words on the tip of my tongue, I slip up. I get nervous, anxious, and jumpy. It's not like I'm not prepared either, I have a slight confession to make.