Life, Love and Tragedy

Chapter 42

What have I done?
Danas pov...
I lay there still, catching my breath. It didn't feel right. She wasn't Racheal, my Racheal. I thought this would make her get out of my head. She wasn't! She was there more. All I could think about what that argument we had, how she never text me back.
Emily began to kiss my neck. I started to laugh.
D- Racheal stop.
I said playfully. Holding my breath as soon as I realised I'd said Racheal.
Emily pulled off me. She stood Up wrapping a dressing gown around her and she walking into the bathroom and slammed the door. I stood up and walked to the closed door.
D- Emily sorry, it just slipped out. Just let me explain Rac--Emily.
Dam! Why couldn't I focus on Emily?! This girl was gorgeous and I mean gorgeous but she just wasn't Racheal. I need to get over her. It's not like she cares about me, the sooner that gets through my head. The better.
Emily opened the door looking at me with sadness in her eyes.
E- I'm not Racheal Dana. I know she isn't my favourite person and I'm not hers but I'm not about to be your second choice. Go for her.
D- no. Look we have just broke up so I'll admit she's still in my head, but its you I want.
Maybe in a couple of days Racheal will fade out. I know she's in my head nod but I'm sure I'm not in hers I bet gabe is, in more than just her head aswell..
E- Dana?!
I was brought back from my thoughts by Emily clicking her fingers
D- sorry what?
She laughed through gritted teeth
E- you can't even listen to me! How should I believe that 'it's me you want'
I grabbed her hands
D- by this
I kissed her slowing, making every microsecond special. I admit I still like Racheal but I want to give it ago with Emily too. At least she actually wants me.
She pulled away- with a smile on her face releasing her perfectly white alined teeth.
E- ok. One chance though? Understood?
D- yes!
I kissed her again and got ready. I through on a pair of black skinny jeans, a red jumper and my black SnapBack. I headed out giving Emily a light kiss on the forehead; I had a meeting with the band and the manager about the tour.
I walked into my managers office and everyone was already there. Waiting for me. I hurried in and sat next to Will. Doltan asked where I was, I told him I was with Emily. He got confused
Do- wtf man?! What about Racheal?!
Shit I hadn't told him.
Da- I'll tell you later.
I looked down and started to mess around with my fingers. I didn't exactly want to relive what happened, but he had to know; he is one of my best friends after all. Our manager drowned on for at least 45 minutes. I only started to pay attention when I heard the word 'Liverpool'
D- what? What about Liverpool?'
Manager- come on Dana- keep up! You've got a concert there in two weeks!
What?! A concert? Liverpool? Ugh I dont want to go back. Knowing my luck I'd stumble across everyone. Even Racheal, probably with 'Gabe' what is he gods gift or something? Ugh. Maybe Emily can come with me, see how that gets to Racheal hey?
---- 1 week later ----
Racheal's pov...
I picked up my new phone. I had a Twitter notification from IM5. Yes I know it's my exs band but I love them no matter who's on it.
I froze
They.. They are coming to... to Liverpool?
So Danas going to be here? Again? And we won't be together?
It will we?
Maybe I can get tickets and go. Maybe try one last time to make things work between us. I mean he told me he loved me. That just can't end overnight. Can it? I need to try. It's worth a shot. I know I'd regret it if I never.
-----1 week later ----
Dana's pov...
I stepped off the plane Emily holding my hand. She squeezed my hand, I think she could sense my nerves. We have grown really close over the last two weeks, she's a great friend...
We went through the airport and as we walked through the arrival gates, crowds of fans were there; cheering for us - supporting us. It was amazing. It was one of the biggest responses we've had! It was amazing.
We got in the limo our manager had provided for us.
We are here. We are really back in Liverpool.
---- The concert ----
Racheals pov...
Sian had agreed to come to the concert with me, I'm glad if I'm honest I was nervous. Really nervous.
We arrived at the concert, it was mainly younger girls - late teens there. Everyone was buzzing, except me. My hands were shaking and my lip was trembling.
I don't know why I was so nervous, I've never felt like this before.
Sian nudged me
S- hey. You sure about this?
I paused for a second
R- ye, I'm sure.
We walked in and a man called Dean was on the doors, he knew me so he let me go backstage. That was lucky.
We walked backstage and I saw Dana taking a selfie with a girl, I'll admit I was abit jealous but she was only a fan. That changed
The girl kissed him! On the lips! He kissed her back! WTAF?!
The girl turned around, it was worse than just some girl. It was Emily! My enemy! I hate him! Sian grabbed me, I was knocked
Sideways.
Dana took his eyes of that slut for a second and caught my eye. His eyes suddenly filled up with hate, anger, hurt and tears.
I turned quickly. How could I have been so stupid to let myself think that we could be fixed.
I ran out
'RACHEAL! RACHEAL WAIT!' I heard a familiar hurt voice shouted from behind but I just kept running. Faster and faster. What could be possibly have to say to me...
What's he done?