Life, Love and Tragedy

Chapter 15

In the hospital (part 2)Hannah's pov
I hate Jake for what he did, big part of me wanted to know if he really had changed and wanted another chance. Does that make me a bad person it does! Argh I don't know what to do. I just need to see Nicky. I could feel the tears begin to stream down my face.
Just then Sian ran into the room. She hugged me, it hurt but I didn't really care. I was just glad to see her.
I asked where the others were and just then the room flooded with people. Nicky walked in my eyes instantly locked on him as did his with mine. We stared at each other, it was like nobody else was in the room.
Our gaze was broken by the nurse
I'm sorry this many people can't be in here! Hannah is very sick one visitor at a time please. Who do you want to stay hannah? Hannah?
What? Erm sorry? Chloe. Chloe said she needs to talk to me.
Nurse- ok everyone who isn't chloe can you please wait outside.
Everyone exited saying I'll see you in a bit love you etc.
Chloe stayed silent and came to sit in the chair.
C- how are you?
H- well I'm in hospital so not that good!
C- Ye right sorry erm so
H- soo?
C- I know.
H- about?
C- you and nicky
I laughed falsely
H- haha what that we have been best friends for years haha
C- and that the other night you got to know him more that friends.
H- what??
C- stop trying to deny it I know
H- fine it happened but it's not just a drunken one night stand. I love him and he loves me.
C- Ye he said that but I didn't think it was serious because he said he isn't going to break Lucy's heart. He loves you but he doesn't want to break Lucy's heart. I was just worried Incase she finds out and destroys everything.
H- wait what? He isn't going to break up with her?
C- that's the way it came across
H- but I thought we had a plan?
C- I'm sorry Han
Chloe out her hand on top of mine asif to comfort me but my heart was broken to much to be fixed.
H- send that bastard in here please chloe.
The tears began to stream down my face again.
Nicky walked in.
N- hello baby how are you feeling?
H- don't baby me. This is all your fault. I thought you were missing, you could have had the decency to text me or even Lucy to tell us where you were. But then again you don't have a lot of decency do you? Your not going to break up with Lucy and you didn't even have the bottle to tell me! Instead I find out from Chloe! CHLOE!
Nicky stood there silently.
Well are you going to say anything then? Or shall I get the nurse to come and kick you out?
N- please listen. I love you but I love Lucy aswell. In different ways of course. But me and her have been together for years I can't just end it after all that?
H- oh so you would rather end everything we have ever shared? The secrets, the laughs, the love?
Again he stood there saying nothing.
H- well that's what you have done. Ha I can't believe it, it happened again. One of the best things I've had wrecked.
At this point i was uncontrollably sobbing. And so was Nicky.
H- just get out please.
N- but
H- you can't change this just go seriously go have your wedding and your perfect wife and life. Just don't expect me to be a part of it all.
Nicky ran out sobbing
I stayed on the bed sobbing.
Rachael came in to find me in this state.
I told her everything.
R- you wanna know something that will take your mind of that?
H- please.
R- I cheated on dana!
H- what!
R- with Gabe!
H- Gabe as in your ex, who you broke up with when you met Dana?
R- the very same.
H- OMG Racheal!
R- and the truth is. It made me realise that I don't love Dana.
H- do you love Gabe?
R- no! Love is fake it isn't real. But I do care for and have a lot more fun with Gabe. I'm skyping Dana tonight to break up with him. I'm staying in liverpool!
H- wow that's a lot to take in. I'm happy for you I guess?
R- thanks see ya later visiting time is up now. Bye.
H- wow ok bye.
Ok so a lot has just happened. Nicky is an asshole, Racheal cheated on Dana; is breaking up with him over Skype and stating in Liverpool. Wow ok.
I was one again everyone had gone. I picked up my phone to find a text from DONT OPEN OR ANSWER I MEAN IT!!! Aka Jake -
I'm sorry, you've had a lot going on and it was wrong of me to spring all this in you. I just thought you needed to know. I do hope we can try again. I do understand if not though... J xx
I'd go against my own rules. I text back.
I'm sorry I was so harsh. I guess it couldn't hurt to go on one date. Just to test the waters? Not saying we are back on though! H xx

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