Life, Love and Tragedy

Chapter 25

The after 'not so' party
Hannah's pov...
I ran into my hotel room, I pushed the door so hard, I expected to hear a slam but instead I heard an 'ouch!'
I looked back to see erin holding her head.
H- omg sorry did that hit you?
E- no I just randomly shout pw and hold my head for fun!
We looked at each other and laughed
E- I brought wine!
H- oh good.
I got out two glasses from the cupboard and put them on the table were erin poured them out.
I instantly took a large gulp while Erin left hers.
E- so what's going on?
H- honestly? I have no idea. Nicky and I slept together, I thought we were im love but he still wanted to be with Lucy but didn't even have the balls to tell me. So he let me on. Then when I'm over him and with Jake; he flips telling me I can't trust him? Then today before the wedding he tells me im hot and we have a big argument and I told him that if he really wanted me he should have done something to show it. And he Things I mean he should break Lucy's heart at the alter?! When I told him I love Jake?!! It's messed up shit!
Erin grabbed her wine and took a sip of it, her eyes widened while the wine was in her mouth and she spat it back into the glass.
H- woah! What's that about!
E- what? Nothing! It's just not the wine I thought I'd bought! Ye that's it! Haha
H- your lying!
E- whaaaaaatttt I'm not. Anyway bigger problems to sort. So you were saying?
H- OMG OMG OMG!
E- what?!
H- your pregnant! Your so pregnant! Aren't you?!
Erins face turned bright red!
E- shh! Ok I am! But only 6 weeks so nobody knows!
H- omg I'm so happy for you! Aww!
I jumped up and hugged her tight, then I let go Abit because I remembered that there was a little person inside of her that I didn't want to squash.
E- it wasn't planned.
H- wow Jamie must be good. Number 4 is on the way already!
E- Ye haha. I'm loving it though. It's amazing, the only down side is I can't get drunk or high!
I stared at her.
E- it's ok I don't get drunk!
We started laughing, I hoped she was joking. She has a really hard sense of humour to figure out! I'm sure she was.
That was the only good news is had all day.
We chatted for abit longer and there was a knock on the door.
Stood there was Jake.
H- Jake
J- hi
H- where's your key?
J- I have it, but I didn't know if you'd want to see me?
I wrapped my arms around him and whispered.
H- of course I do! I thought you would be mad at me. I don't know where my heads at. I'm sorry.
He pushed me off him.
J- I can't say exactly over the moon about what happened and that you didn't tell me. I mean we promised no more secrets?
H- I know, but I didn't know how you'd take it or how to tell you. Come in so we can talk? Please?
J- I'm sorry Hannah. I just came to get a change of clothes, they have another cheap room luckily so I'm going to stay in there for the night I don't really want to talk about it.
Tears streamed down my face.
H- Jake please? I never even happened while we were seeing each other. He tried to kiss me and I pushed him off. It's you I love.
He turned, I could tell he was crying as well
J- I'll speak to you tomorrow maybe.
H- Jake
J- I said maybe tomorrow
He walked away
I cried, cried like I never have before.
What if tomorrow comes and he doesn't want to. In my experience maybe almost always means no...