Cursed - Yeonbin

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„Still searching for him?", Gyu asks as he comes back inside the living room, he just went go grab a whine glass with red liquid in it.

Meanwhile, I'm on his sofa, lying on it the opposite way, meaning my legs are over the back, my back is on the seating area and my head almost falling off.

„I just want to be left alone and them to shut up.", I answer, dropping the yearbook down on my face.

I hate going through those, I've seen too many of those in my life. Way too many.

„Let me take a look."

„You won't find him, you neither know his name nor what he looks like.", I answer monotonous, watching as he takes the book from my face and looks through some pages.

„Isn't that him? Kai Kamal Huening.", he suddenly says, causing me to get up from this upside down position.

He turns the book around and shows it to me.

„That's him. Should I even ask how you knew?", I ask, looking up at him skeptical.

„You left the Chat Open because of the searching. There I saw the picture and the name."

„Right. Well now that's settled."

„Yeonjun, be honest here with me.", he suddenly starts again while swirling the liquid in his glass a bit.

„You're searching for him because you think he has something. You think he maybe could have a mark, right?"

„Gyu for fucks sake, why would I search for someone who's like me."

„Why not. You deny it but you're curious inside. You may think you have lost your qualities you once had but you actually just made them sink down somewhere deep inside of you. But they still exist. Curiosity and more. It's there, right?"

„Even if.", I sigh while leaning back.

„How do you want to find someone like me. We all hide it as well as we can. Nobody would want to admit that, even if nobody knows."

„But the mark."

„Gyu everyone would think it's a tattoo. And those Are just as Bad here. Either way it's a lose. We can't win, in no way possible.", I say while looking down, slightly going over my upper body on the left side.