Cursed - Yeonbin

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„It's break time, meaning you spend it with friends Yeonjun, not try to run away from or avoid them!", Beomgyu scolds, it's the first break after the first two hours which went by, for my taste for once, way too fast.

„Stop scolding me like you're a mom Gyu.", I answer, hoping to shut him up since I'm already annoyed.

Why?

Well after a couple of thousand and thousands of years I'm just bored of school, it's Never anything new or gets better.

And it just gets more complicated, more useless stuff gets added, I can tell after those years.

I'm here because I don't really age, I only pretend to do so, always going from family to family.

I don't die, I never did, I don't even remember which and when was my original life. That's how long it has been.

„Why are you annoyed already again?", Taehyun asks while laughing.

„I'm just over school, why do I have to stay in here...", I answer, truthfully, but also carefully.

Even if nobody would believe me that I've lived for like forever, I still won't spill that out like that.

„Because we all want to learn something, that's why we're here.", Soobin answers.

Seems like he's the only one enthusiastic about learning out of all of us.

Hueningkai just seems too much like a child, Taehyun is neutral and me and Beomgyu have lived for too long. Great combination.

„I don't have anything new to learn from here or anything helpful. I know much more important stuff than that.", slips my mouth, I just wanted to think that but there it goes.

„Really? Like what for example?", Hueningkai asks, interested but also not taking me for full.

While Gyu and Taehyun just look at me like „You fucked up idiot.".

Very helpful.

And Soobin looks at me confused.

„An historic fight from over thousand years ago which reformed certain cultures.", I answer, trying to not go back in time too much, it's a random war I remember.

Because I died there like twenty times since I got held hostage, they wanted to kill me but it didn't work, so they killed me again. Till I broke free when they got killed, along with me again.

Not dying is a pain in the ass sometimes.

„Sounds interesting. Mind telling me more?", Soobin asks, completely interested.

Oh boy, telling that from memory will be fun... I have to be careful to not tell too much which can't be found in any books or where the information got lost.

Man why is my job this hard, why do I even have to do this...

I just want some peace after all those years, why can I never get it?