Warning: bullying
Your Pov
I went over to my best friend Shemar's house to hang out . I've had feelings for him for so long but never told him because I didn't want to ruin our friendship. I stop thinking about those feelings and we continue our hangout. We watched Jumanji and Central Intelligence and studied for a incoming test the next day. When it's time for me to go home, Shemar walks me home and we say our goodbyes.The next day, at school as I was walking down the hallway I could see and hear people talking about me trying to be slick. Even though Shemar is my best friend and he sticks up for me all the time, I still get bullied. I have been getting bullied since the 9th grade and since then it has gotten worse every year. Everyday it gets harder and harder to deal with but I refuse to tell Shemar about it knowing that he would give me a long lecture about he is always gonna be there for me.
Even though I am very appreciative of him I can't help but feel that I would just be a weight on his shoulders. I don't hurt myself but there have been many nights of crying myself to sleep.
As I walk along the hallway I see Shemar and I run up to him to hug him. We walk to class together and walk in. We sit in our assigned seats. We go about our day but I'm still feeling a bit depressed from the trash being talked about me.
After school, we took the bus to the library and started our homework. I felt myself tear up just thinking about all the things that has happened to me. Shemar looked at me with concern when he heard me sniffle.
"What's wrong?" he said. When people ask me that, it makes me want to cry even more.
"Nothing" I say looking down to hide the one tear running down my face. He tries to look at my face but I turn the other way to wipe the tear. I turn back to my work, running my hands down my face then going back to work.
"I hate when you do that" he said staring at me. I look up
"Hate what?" I say looking confused.
"When I know for a fact that something is wrong but you just won't tell me. I'm your best friend and I want to help but I can't if you don't tell me."he says with a sad look.
"I know and I appreciate you so much but I just don't want to talk about it right now." I say not wanting to cry again especially in front of him.
"You have been saying that for the past 4 years. I just want to help but you can tell me when your ready. Just know that I will always be here." Shemar says with a small smile.
"I know" I say smiling back.
We start to head home and I asked my mom if he could come over. We made it to my house and head to my room. We start homework and study. We decide to make some food in the kitchen and start to mess round, making jokes and laughing. I forget all about my worries and focus on Shemar. I feel my feelings for him coming back. I try to suppress those feeling again but it's so hard. He makes me feel so amazing.
The Next Day
We headed to school and went straight to our lockers.
"Let's go this way please " I pleaded to Shemar trying to get away from my main bully that he actually knows nothing about. This bully, Michael, has been bothering me ever since I rejected him freshman year. He just won't leave me alone. Michael is a player, he goes from girl to girl and leaves them as soon as he's tired of them. I didn't tell Shemar because I didn't want to start and even worse problems with Michael and I know Shemar would try to fight him.
"No, what's wrong?" Shemar asked. I kept my head low trying to hide myself from the bully.
"Nothing. Never mind" I said, trying to pull Shemar to class.
"No stop, why are you scared?" He said stopping in the middle of the hallway.
"Nothing! I said nothing" I yelled first then quieted down. I looked down with tears in my eyes. I walked into class and sat at my seat. Shemar sat right next to me, saddened by my sudden outburst outside the class a couple seconds before. He looked at me and sighed.
"We're going to talk about this sooner or later so be prepared" Shemar said softly. He turned away then started doing his work.
I wasn't prepared and didn't know if I was going to be. Shemar is my best friend but the bullying is a lot more than I can handle and I don't want to be a burden on him.
Classes finished and I walked out of the classroom and headed for the school exit. Shemar caught up to me at the exit and walked with me to the bus stop.
"Mar, I'm sorry for getting upset at you" I said with guilt in my eyes,
"I just haven't been feeling like myself" I said looking up at him.
"It's alright. Something is happening with you and I'm gonna find out. I'm here to help you. Just let me help you" Shemar said grabbing my hands.
"I'm okay. I'm just stressed with school. I'm tired and I'm ready for school to be over" I said. Technically, I'm not lying completely.
"Yea I know school is stressful but just talk to me about it. I can help you study or something"he said
"Thanks Shemar" I say smiling shyly.
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I wrote this story a while ago about chris brown but decided to change it to shemar.shemar is once again my celebrity crush😍
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