In Our Nightmares | TordTom

Chapter 19

Tom's reaction to this chapter-

Art above made by me UvU

Sorry again for not updating. Stuff is going on and I keep on forgetting

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Tord's POV

My eyes widen and I felt a blush rise onto my cheeks. Myself in the memory was panting a bit from yelling and the tears didn't stop

I began wiping my eyes in attempt to stop the tears but on more came. I stopped realizing what I had said. I had just confessed my love to Tom. Thomas. I think I fucked up.. I looked at Tom, his eyes were open wide in surprise. I felt my cheeks heat up and avoided my gaze from him

Tom laughed a bit, he was nervous, I could tell "You're joking right?"

I looked down. I knew it. I wiped my cheeks "I'm not fucking joking Thomas" I said "You may think of it as a joke. But it's not. And it'll never be"

I looked over to Tom as the scene faded away. His cheeks were dusted in a shade of pinkish red. He also had his eyes wide in surprise, he most likely wasn't expecting that. Neither did I honestly. Tho what Tom didn't know, I do feel that way

"W-well that was interesting" Tom said

"Yea it was.. Heh" I said with a nervous laugh. Tom looked away, I gazed at him "Something wrong?" I ask moving over

"Nope" Tom said, his face was still red. He was probably trying to hide it

"Ok?" I moved so I sat in front of him "Well let's move on from that- I'm bored" I said

"I never knew any of those things happened to you" Tom said once the blush on his face faded

"I don't talk about my life. And I never would. But it seems I don't need to" I said "You guys have seen so much already.." I said

"Tom, Tord?" An all to familiar voice said

Tom and I both turned to look at Edd, Matt stood next to him "Yea?" Tom said

"Nothing. What're you two talking about?" Edd asked as he came over and sat down, Matt did as well

"Just chatting over stuff" I said, I heard Tom let out a quiet chuckle

"I see" Matt said

I jumped a bit when a scene flickered into life. It was me. But in my Red Leader uniform. It was dark and I was the only one seen. I was staring down at my hands

I laughed quietly as I stared wide eyed at my bloody hands. I did it... I got rid of the problem.. I did the right choice right..? They were just distracting me..

I looked up and the place lit up. My eyes widen at the sight

I stared at the three bodies that layed on the floor. Killing them was a good choice right? Yea. They can't distract me anymore. I can finally rule over the world without any distractions. Right? Things will be easier now won't they?

Well you're wrong

I stared at the bodies. The bodies of, my friends. Well more on the side of, old friends. But what does that matter? They just lay in their own blood. Lifelessly. I did what I was asked to. I had killed them all so easily

The scene changed to Edd, which he was still alive. So it must be a flashback

Edd was walking down the street, it was the afternoon. As Edd was walking, you could see me jog up to Edd "Hey Edd! I found this place that has so much Cola! I thought about it and realized I should show it to you! Y'know since you like Cola and all" I said

"Oh really? Show me!" Edd said exitedly

I smiled "Alright! Let's go!" I said and began walking quickly. Edd following. We ended up walking for a while, I brought him to an abandoned building "Just in here!" I said running inside

As Edd walked in, I was no where in sight. And it was dark inside since it was slowly becoming night the scene changed to what Edd saw from his eyes "Tord? Where did you go?" Edd called out looking around

"I'm sorry about this friend" You could hear my voice from behind Edd. Before Edd was able to fully turn around and question what I was talking about everything went black

When the scene came back we saw Matt. He was in his room looking at himself. A knock rang from his door and he looked over "Who is it?" He called out sitting up

"It's me Tord!" I said with a cheery tone

"Oh! Tord! Come in!" Matt said. I walked in gladly "What is it you need Tord?" Matt asked

"Oh I just wanted to go out for a walk, it's dark out and I was wondering if you wanted to come along" I said

"Sure, but why me? Couldn't you ask Edd?" Matt asked and stood up

"Well I could, but he's at the store. You know him and Cola" I chuckled "And plus, I want to go for a walk with my friend!" I said

"Oh, haha that's nice of you Tord. Let's go then!" Matt said happily

I grinned "Great!" I said then walked out of the room letting Matt out first. We left and we began walking to the park. It was dark, like I said, so it would be easier for me to knock out Matt "It's nice out tonight isn't it?" I ask

"Yea, it is" Matt said

"Y'know, I think you're a great friend Matthew. And I feel bad about this. But it needs to be done" I said

Matt was confused "Wha-" I put my hand over his mouth, which held a cloth

"But it has to be done" I said before the scene went black as Matt passed out

Then it went to Tom as the scene came back. He was in his room, he looked like he was looking around for something. It then went to the view from his eyes "Where is it?" Tom muttered to himself looking under his pillow

He looked up as he heard the front door open and close. Tom huffed and went back to looking around. You could hear footsteps coming upstairs and then Tom's door opening. Tom looked over and I was leaning against the doorframe with a grin

"What are you doing Thomas?" I asked

Tom snarled at me "Why do you care" He hissed and started looking through his drawers

"Can't I just wonder what you're doing?" I ask

Tom sighed closing his drawer "I'm looking for something" He said

"Aaaand that is?" I ask, even if I was asking, I knew what he was looking for. Since I took it

"None of your business" Tom said

"Fine. If you wanna be that way I'm leaving" I said and went quiet. I walked up behind Tom silently as he huffed. I stared at him for a second until I grabbed him, his first reaction was to elbow me in the gut and spin around

I groaned and held my stomach. I growled and quickly pushed him back against the wall. He struggled against my grip but I held him there "Night night Thomas" I said before slamming his head into the wall roughly and it went black