"Y/n, are you okay?" Dave asks you but you just stared at the door that Spencer left through.
You literally watched your husband walking off in cuffs and you saw his face. He was shocked and worried. You couldn't even ask or even say anything to him. He was sent off so fast but for you it was in slow-motion.
"I-I think I'm going to be sick.." you spoke softly, which made everyone react fast when they noticed your skin paled and you started to sweat.
Emily ran and found a small trash can and brought it back to you. You started to throw up into the trash can and you felt your hair being pulled back. Another hand was on your back, rubbing it soothingly as you kept throwing up. After a few minutes, you wiped your mouth, sighing as you were relieved it was over.
"Are you done?" JJ asks you and you nodded, "Yeah. I'm so sorry, I don't even know what that was.." you replied, sighing heavily.
"Hey, it's normal. You're in shock and you're also pregnant. Things happen, y/n." JJ reassures you, but it didn't help.
"Yes, but Spencer is being sent off to federal prison! Do you realize what this means? People are going to know who he is and this isn't good." You said, exasperated. You were still in shock. You didn't know what could happen now, especially with Spencer going to federal prison.
"But we will get him out, y/n. We will get him out before the trial happens. We have three months to do just that so we put most of our focus on him." Emily says, assuring you that she was going to do everything she can to get Spencer out of prison.
"But this doesn't change things! He's still in prison and he will be abused in there. God, why did I even agree to the offer with him. I didn't even think about what happens in prison." you sighed, frustrated with everything, "I'm going home. I need to just be away from all of this." you spoke softly as you rose from your seat.
"I'm so sorry, y/n." Dave says to you and you nodded, wrapping your arms around him.
"Please let me know if I can do anything to help." He spoke softly into your ear.
"I will." You said, pulling away from him. You said your goodbyes and headed out the door. You went out to your car and as soon as you got into the driver's seat, you broke down.
"God fucking damn it!!" you yelled out, sobbing and slamming your hands against the steering wheel, avoiding the horn miraculously.
You kept sobbing until there was nothing left. You just sat there, staring out of the windshield, watching people walk in and out of the courthouse. You kept thinking about Spencer, pondering over any and every situation he could get himself into. You knew how ruthless federal prison was by the letters you received from your dad..
Wait, my dad.. He could make sure Spencer doesn't get into trouble..
You wiped your tears off your face and you quickly started the car. You drove off to the prison and you pulled into the parking lot. You got out and walked into the prison. You dropped your phone and bag into a lockbox before going to see him. You waited at the table for him to come out, you fidgeted with your rings on your finger until you heard a voice. You perked up to see your dad.
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Lost Without You | s.reid
Fanfiction*if you are new to this story, it is being updated! so things may look out of place but i promise it'll all make sense once i finish! :)* You and Spencer work together in the BAU while also having a relationship that was kept under wraps. You both h...