I'm so confused,
flat-out and used
did somebody hurt me?
Or did I do this myself?
Voice in my head
my unofficial wed
whisperings of strange things
do this, do that, one more thing
all for me
all for you
don't know what else to do
but obey.
Worthless. (you're wrong)
Worthless. (please be quiet)
Not so innocent as we seem,
conflicting team of
exploded suns, a collision of the
times and our love making
destructive lines of
hatred in its place.
Still tryna love.
Let me love. (me)
Everything tasteless.(am I ill?)
Running blind. (gonna stumble)
can't go on;
ailment of the mind.
Only a matter of time
before the rabbit hole swallows
me whole. Already
mad as a hatter,
grin as wild as a cat's
(trying too hard)
It's just fake. (not real anymore)
Get down. (where I belong)
Feel the dirt, let it sink in.
Now get yourself back up!
(I'm not that strong)
Grind me into the ground
(is it all over?)
Cat and mouse act. (powerless)
I love you.
It's because I love you.
(down on the ground)
This is what you're worth.
Remember your place,
I'm just tryna help you.
(but it hurts)
It'll get easier (it never does)
This is because I love you.
I love you.
You're safe.
(dirt in my fingernails)
(pain in my chest)
(I love you, too)
Such a good girl.
(as you shove my face into the dirt)
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Short Stories & Poetry
PoetryA collection of my poems and short stories. I write and publish them spontaneously- whenever the inspiration hits!
