dear diary

please don't hurt him

(Patton pov)
I woke up in my own bed but it felt colder and emptier than it usually did. Like something was missing.
I got out of my bed, then put on my glasses while I was walking down the stairs.

Virgil and Roman were watching something on the TV while Logan, Janus and Remus were nowhere to be seen.

"Hi Padre" Roman says as he sees me walking down the stairs.
"Slept okay?" Virgil asks as he grabs his cup of coffe and takes as sip.
"Yea. Where are they others?" I say as I look out the window to see it being gray and raining.
"Janus and Remus are in Logans bedroom, we though logan was with-" Roman's sentence gets cut off by Logan clearing his throat and walking down the stairs.
"I was simply getting ready for the day in my own room" he states as he passes me on his way to the kitchen.
"Where did you sleep tonight Logie?" I smile and walk after him into the kitchen.
"I slept in your room but had to go into my own to get ready" he says almost coldly not taking his attention away from the coffee he was making.
"Oh okay, thank you for keeping me com-"
"Its okay." He says fastly and even more coldly.

I look back into the TV room where Roman and Virgil were looking surprised towards us.
Virgil then suddenly realizes something and walks towards us.

(Virgil pov)
Noticing the way Logan was walking and the way he was acting towards Patton I could tell something was wrong.
And when Roman and Patton were looking at each other I saw him quietly grasping his own stomach in pain while turning around..
I think he was on his period-
But that was impossible. I mean Logan is a guy... Right?? And the fact that Roman and Patton both looked this shocked must mean this doesn't happen often.
While I make my slow way to the kitchen I see a bar of chocolate in one of the bags of snacks me and Roman bought, I quickly snatch it and put it in my back pocket.
"I can fix your coffe Pat" I say smiling and grabbing his mug
"You really dont have to-" is all he can say before I softly push him towards Roman and whisper
"Steven universe is on the TV"
He smiles and walks towards the living room fastly.

I turn around to see Logan once again groaning in pain not noticing me standing there.
I quickly walk over to a cabinet and take a cup and a pain killer, fill the cup with water and hand it to him with the pain killer.
I also give him the chocolate and start making my coffee.
"How'd you know" he quietly says as he swallows the pill.
"Dont sweat it, I wont tell anyone" I softly smile at him and he smiles back at me.
Logan has a very pretty smile, it's rare but very genuine.
"Thank you, I appreciate it V" he smiles.
He already gave me a nickname. I smile to myself as I just nod while pouring up coffee to me and Patton. "Did you want any?" I ask him holding the coffee towards him.
"Yeah thanks" he smiles and grabs it.
"Here comes your coffee" I shout to Patton and start walking towards the living room with Logan right after me.
Without noticing it Remus had walked down the stairs and saw me and Logan walking with coffe and decided to grab Logans cup and chug the entire thing.
"WHAT IS WRONG WITH YOU" I hear logan shouting behind me which causes me to flinch and almost drop the mugs.
I turn around and cant help but laugh at them.
"Here just take mine" I say and hand him my mug as I keep walking.
"Oh uh.. thanks" he says behind me and also keeps walking.

"What's on the agenda today?" Roman smiles as everyone (including Remus and Janus) are sitting in the living room.
"Well we do not have any school to attend today" Logan says as he sips the coffee I made.
"If you guys want you can stay the day here!" Patton beems at us looking around.
"If I'm not bothering then sure" I say quietly.
"We'd love to stay for the day Patton" Janus says politely.

I've never really gotten a good look on all my friends. Remus was a pretty medium height guy with dark brown hair and a grey streak in it, he had a thin mustache on his face. He seemed to have worked out and he was rather handsome.
The boy next to him was named Janus, he was a very polite guy usually wearing a beanie covering most of his dirty blond hair and some kind of leather jacket, he had spots of much lighter skin in his rather tanned skin that really made his light brown eyes pop. He was rather tall but still not the tallest.
Logan was the tallest off all of us, dark brown hair and a pair of black glasses, he had a rather sharp face and usually just wore a blue button up bit today he was wearing a dark blue sweatshirt.
Patton who was sitting next to him was the shortest in the group was a very bubbly and bright guy, curly blond hair and freckles covering his entire face with those round glasses, he overall looked very friendly.
Next to me sat the hottest one of them all Roman, he had dark brown hair (the same shade as Remus) always fixed neatly to the side. His softly tanned skin and honey eyes made him look like a real prince as he sat there looking at his friends. He was wearing a red sweater with white sleeves which showed that he has in fact worked out.
And then there was me, my black hair almost covering my entire face and especially my brown eyes, I too had freckles but decided to hide them under some foundation everyday. I was wearing my favorite mcr shirt with black ripped Jeans. I really did stand out from all these colorful people.

"Does that sound good Virgil?" I hear Roman saying making me realize I probably zooned out for a bit there, "sorry what?" I say quietly feeling everyone's eyes on me.
"I just asked if you'd like to have a movie marathon with us today!?" He says looking down at me. "Yea sure.. sorry" I say quietly knowing he will understand why I'm apologizing
"No need to apologize Virge" he says as he puts his hand on mine. "What movie shall we see first"
I stare down at our hands. Are we holding hands right now!? I mean infront of everyone? What will they think about me..
I feel my cheeks get warm as I keep my eyes on our hands.

"Hey virgil" I hear someone say and I look up to see Remus standing infront of me.
"Y-yeah?" I say mentally cursing myself for stuttering. He slowly leans forward and whispers in my ear "please dont hurt Roman, I know you like him. Just dont hurt him" he quietly whispers. Leans back and gives me a weak smile as he walks off to do something in the kitchen.