dear diary

the boy

-TW, HOMOPHOBIA, FIGHTING, THREATENING, BLOOD, BRUISES-
(Janus pov)
"I'll see you at lunch baby" I say as I kiss Remus on his lips, "yeah I'll see you, have fun ba-" he gets cut off by a boy in the year under us walking right into us causing me to stumble and almost fall. "Hey bitch watch where you are going" Remus says as he helps me get onto my feet.
"F*ggots" he says as he stares me down, he was slightly taller than me but not taller than Remus. I look up at him feeling rather afraid, I was usually able to come up with a snarky remark or do something but I felt so scared and hopeless in this moment I didnt know what to do.
But Remus didnt.

He takes a aggressive step towards the boy causing him to flinch slightly.
"What did you say to us" Remus says in a deep and threatening tone.
"I called you fucking f*ggots, WANT ME TO DO IT AGAIN?" The boy shouts right into Remus' face.
"If you dare" Remus spits out still staring at him.

I had taken one or two steps back when the boy looked into my eyes.
"Is that your little lover boy huh" He says to Remus not taking his eyes off me.
"That is my future husband" Remus says noticing his glance.
I feel my cheeks slightly heat up at Remus' words.
"Mhm" the boy says taking a step towards me, I take a step back not knowing what is happening.
He takes another step towards me causing Remus to push him away from me.
The boy slaps Remus right over the face and starts walking towards me.
"D-dont come near me" I say as I start walking backwards, "f-fuck off" I stutter as I put my hands out trying to protect myself.
He grabs me by my wrists and pulls me closer to him, the pain from how hard hes holding my hands cause tears to slowly form in my eyes and I close them as fast as possible.
"Look at me pretty boy" he says putting a hand on my cheek, I decide not to argue and slowly and carefully open my eyes.

Hes standing very close to me and as I try to see where Remus is he slaps me too, I try to move but he only slaps me again.
"S-stop" I say as I try getting out of his grip.
"He said stop" I hear a familiar voice say behind me, Roman is running towards me with Logan and Patton right behind him. Remus smirks as Roman runs up to him.
"Kiss me" the boy says focusing on me again,
"ew no" I say desperately trying to get out of his grip. "I'm gonna punch that lover boy of yours so hard he will forget his own name if you dont" he whispers into my ear, tears threaten to spill over and out of my eyes as he stares at me.
"I'm not going to kiss you" I say as loudly as possible making sure the others can hear.
"I am being serious" he says and leans closer, I quickly tip toe to get on his level and lean in too. But quickly knee him in between his legs as he got to close,
Causing him to let go off me and I could step back and away from him, I notice all my friends looking at me from the other side of the corridor, from the other side of that boy.

I had no idea on what to do and before I was able to think about it too much the boy had ran towards me and punched me right into my stomach and then pushed me into a wall.
I grasp my stomach as I slide down the wall tears now streaming down my face.
I try to move around but the pain hits in harder for every time I move and I decide just to sit still grasping for air.

The boy was now focusing on my friends, Patton was looking at me while Remus and Roman both looked like they were ready to absolutely murder the boy. Somewhere in the fighting between them I feel the pain from my head taking over causing everything to go dark.
I could hear the fighting still, I just had my eyes closed, knees up on my chest and my arms still grasping my stomach. The burning feeling on my cheeks from the two slaps caused me to cry even more.

I hear someone falling to the ground, hoping it was the boy and not anyone I cared about.
"Oh baby" I hear Remus saying, he's very close to me now.
"Where does it hurt" he says softly, "everywhere" I say and look up at him groaning in pain.
Remus was on his knees right infront of me, Patton was holding Logan tight and Roman was looking at me holding his own hand tightly, "baby your nose" I say as i stretch my hand to his face, his nose is slowly bleeding, blood pouring from his nose and down his face.
"I'm alright" he says and looks me into the eyes.
"I'm driving him home" Remus says and scoops me up softly, "nope you don't have a driver's license" Logan says quickly. "I will drive him to my place" he says "if that's okay with you Janus" he says softly smiling.
"Mm-" Is all I can get out before I pass out into Remus' arms.

(Remus pov)
I feel Janus' body go limp in my arms and his eyes close. "He needs to get home now no matter who drives him" I say feeling more stressed than before. "I'll drive him let's go" Logan says and starts walking. "I'm taking the day off then" Patton says walking behind us.

All of us decided to take the day off and work from home.

"Wait virgil!" Roman says and stops us all.
"Okay let's do like this. He is in 203, we will wait here for two minutes and if you two arent back we are leaving okay?" Logan says as he points to a bench for me to put Janus down on.

"Kay" Roman says as he starts running

(Virgil pov)
16,81/X equals.... I think to myself as I scribble into my note book.
The door bursts open causing everyone to turn around. "Virgil we need to go I'll explain on the way" Roman says as he grabs my bag. "Wh-what?" I say not understanding what's happening. "Explaining later" he says as he puts my bag on, "o-okay" I say as I leave the classroom with him. "Why do you have a black eye? Where are we going? What happened?"
"Remus and Janus got into a fight."
"Are they okay?" I say trying to walk in the same speed as Roman.
"Remus yes but."
"What do you mean but?" I make eye contact with Roman and he gives me a weak smile making me walk even faster.
Seeing all of them sitting at the entrance to the school, Patton holding Logan close and Remus sitting with Janus in his arms at a bench, made my heart start aching.
"Okay let's go" Remus says as he sees us picking up Janus again.