dear diary

i trust you

(Virgil pov)
I slowly start opening my eyes, my face is all warm and when I think about it my entire body is warm. There is some talking in the background but I couldn't really make out what it was saying. I was feeling so safe and I never wanted, whatever is happening, to end.
I slowly pull my head up realizing I am having one leg on each side of Roman's waist, my hands around his neck and my head laying on his chest.
I make eye contact with him and he just smiles "slept okay?" He says as he brushes hair out off my eyes, "mm" I say as I hold him closer.
"How long was I sleeping" I say even more sleepily, "about a hour" he smiles when I lean my head back again. "Kay" he looks at my lips again, this boy really cant get enough, and neither can I.

I look into his eyes and pull myself towards him kissing him passionately again.
He put his hand on the back of my head pulling me closer to him. I feel his hand slowly start sliding down my lower back sending a shiver through my entire body. I close my eyes and let his tongue into my mouth, letting him take full control. For now at least.
His hands slide lower and lower annoyingly slow.
"Get a room" I hear Janus say laughing making me realize we arent alone. I pull away from Roman as fast as possible causing me to fall of the couch and hit the floor. I look back up to Roman and he's just looking worried and slightly bothered.
"Oops" I hear Janus say as Roman glares at him.
"I should probably go home." I say standing up, "we have school tomorrow" I say as I dont look at Roman sitting on the couch probably looking hurt.

"I'm not letting you go home in the dark, Logan is asleep and I have drank way to much" Janus says as I look at him, he pulls up a wine glass and takes a sip while looking at me.
"Where am I supposed to sleep then" I say kinda irritated. "Roman has a double bed" Remus says grabbing my attention.
"Is that okay Roman?" I say turning around to look at him, "yeah" he says and smiles.
"I'll show you to the room Remus needs to say something to Roman" Janus smiles as he grabs my hand and wobbly walks up the stairs.

"How much did you drink" I laugh as I hold tighter onto his arm for him not to stumble.
He suddenly stops when we got up all of the stairs and just looks at me "yes?" I say quietly not wanting to wake Patton and Logan.
"He really likes you" Janus says as he starts walking again "w-who?" I stutter as we walk down a short corridor.
"Hes just scared you will hurt him, you know bad past relationships made his standards way to high and now that he found someone that he actually wants, you" he says pointing at me
"Hes scared you will hurt him like all the others" he says and opens a door.
"Please dont hurt him."
"I wont" I say as I step into the room
"I trust you" he says and leaves.

(Roman pov)
"What do you want" I say to Remus as Janus and Virgil are up the stairs.
"Calm down a bit with him okay" he starts
"Just make sure he wants- all that" he says actually looking worried.
"I know Re" he slightly smiles looking at me.
"Me and janus are sleeping on the couch tonight" he says as he starts throwing off pillows and blankets
"Mhm.. sleeping" I smirk while looking at him.
He blushes but keeps cleaning it off.
"Go to your lover boy now" he says as Janus makes his way down the stairs.
"I will" I say and pass Janus with a smile.

"Sorry it took so long, Remus started talking and you know how he-" is all I can say before Virgil runs up to me and hugs me as tight as possible. I close the door behind us and hug him back.
"What happened?" I softly ask, "I wont hurt you,
I promise" he says in a shaky but honest voice.
"Wh- what did Janus say" I feel the heat inside of me as I realize he told Virgil everything.
"Look at me" he says softly, "I will never hurt you" I look into his eyes and the tears streaming down his face dont seem to stop.
"Be my boyfriend" I say softly as I stroke his cheek "yes" he smiles and tip toes to kiss me on the lips.
I pull him closer to me as I kiss him harder.
I slowly start walking forward not breaking the kiss until he falls on the bed on his back looking up at me with bright red cheeks.

I climb onto the bed and sit over him as we just sit there looking into each other's eyes.
I stroke his hair out of his face as he looks up at me. "You're really hot" he smiles still breathing heavily, "and you are absolutely perfect" I say looking into his eyes as I lean in and kiss him.
Both of my hands go on each side of his face as his hands hug me around my neck.
I let my tounge into his mouth as I feel him smile into the kiss.

(Patton pov)
"Patton i-" Logan looks shocked at my question and I stare into his eyes
Please say yes please say yes please say yes
"Patton I would love to be your boyfriend"
Logan smiles and kisses me again.
"Really?" I say as he breaks the kiss
"Yes really" he says and kisses me again.

He looks at my freckles and then into my eyes and start to kiss all my freckles
"Logie what are you doing" I say laughing at him
"Kissing your freckles, you have so many its adorable" he smiles and keeps kissing all over my face. I just smile at him feeling him kissing my face, I love him so much, and now he's mine.
I get thrown out of my thoughts as I feel him kissing my neck, a quiet moan escapes my lips as both of us looks surprised at each other.
He smiles and kisses me again at the same spot.