The following days you spent barely getting out of your place. You created a new routine. Going to class, eating, crying, maybe eating some more, and finally sleeping. Of course the insensitive jerk of Law had texted you a thousand times already, but you didn't want anything to do with him. If you weren't going to stay with Zoro you were going to stay alone. At least until you got over him and, for that, months would have to pass.
You wondered daily what it was that you had done wrong and had pushed him over the edge like that. It was as if you, all of a sudden, had began to gross him out and he found his liberation by deciding to never see you again. It had just been so sudden that it still roamed your head day and night. Not being able to rest properly because of this, you now wore a pale face with bags under your eyes that would scare anyone away. Not that you complained. You wanted to be on your own for a while.
Of course it would be hard. After four months of suppressing the sadness and longing for the love of your life, you had saw him and, together with him, saw the light of a bright future ahead of you. Together. But, as soon as that light had been turned on it had been extinguished, all the sudden making you feel even worse.
"UGH!"
You spent all day switching between the seats of your living room and kitchen, groaning, crying and eating that bullshit diet ice cream you used to eat when you were sad and depressed and Nami came over. This sucked.
Your friends had tried to come over and talk to you, but you refused seeing anyone. You were sad and pathetic.
There was still something bugging you in your head and it was your parents. It shouldn't be a coincidence that, the day Zoro decides he doesn't like you anymore, or well, that he never really liked you, they had visited you by surprise. There was something telling you that they had pushed Zoro to dump your ass, but you couldn't be sure. Although it would be soothing to know that all of this was coming from your parents and that Zoro did actually love you, it was too good. And good stuff didn't seem to happen to you. So, in the sake of not getting your hopes up only to be disappointed once more by your lousy love life, you decided to push those thoughts away and focus in the reality. He had told you he didn't like you. End of story.
"(Y/N)!"
Nooooooo. Nononono. I'm not here.
"(YYYY/NNN)!"
It was Nami. She was yelling at you from the other side of your door.
"What are you doing here?" You grumbled from inside, hiding even more in the cozy blankets that had kept you warm through this tough times.
"Stop being such a grizzly bear and let me see you already!"
She sounded upset.
Maybe I should let her in...
"No!"
No. She would try to get you out of your couch and take you either shopping or to a club or a bar and you weren't in the mood for any of those. Not at all.
"At least tell me what happened! We're all in the dark here."
"Go away."
"(Y/N). I'm worried..."
Geesh. Why does she have to be so sweet sometimes?
Huffing, you stood up and went to open the door, Nami and Robin standing at the other side. Seeing your saddened and weak state, Nami jumped in to give you a bear hug while Robin waited patiently for her turn.
"Thank you for letting us in." Sighed Nami, still keeping you tightly against her.
You nodded. Even though comforting, hugs made your sadness even worse.
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Ex Boyfriend (Roronoa Zoro x Reader) AU
FanfictionYou and Zoro had to break up after being in a deep loving relationship. A couple of months later, destiny makes you meet once again in an unexpected way.