8.21.19
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"Soonyoung hyung! Wait up!" Seokmin shouted as he tried to follow Soonyoung.
Soonyoung was being playful so he started running faster. He didn't notice the path he was going that he accidentally bumped into someone.
"Damn it! Watch your step, dork!" the small guy with round glasses shouted as he pull himself up.
Meanwhile, Soonyoung was frozen as he watch the small guy walk pass them.
"Hey, hyung! Are you okay?" Seokmin asked while he tries to help Soonyoung.
Soonyoung, who was still frozen just let the younger help him.
"Do...you know that...guy?" he slowly asked as he slowly came back to his senses.
Seokmin, who didn't clearly saw what happened, tilted his head and looked at his hyung curiously.
"Who exactly?" he asked making Soonyoung shake his head.
After that incident, Soonyoung made efforts in finding out who the small guy is, while Seokmin was just there, following and watching him.
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"Seokmin! Seokmin! I've got good news!" Soonyoung shouted as he run towards the eating Seokmin.
Seokmin stopped chewing and looked up to his hyung.
"He said yes! Jihoon said yes!" his hyung looks so happy that his chinky eyes was nowhere to be found.
Seokmin, on the other hand, just nodded his head and smiled. He wasn't sure how to respond to the sudden news. But what he's sure is that...he could feel how heartbreaking the news is.
After that, Jihoon, the small guy who Soonyoung bumped into, was always joining them whenever they go. He became the third wheel. He wasn't annoyed, or mad. What he felt was a little bit of happiness for his hyung and a pinch of regret.
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"We were almost there...but he suddenly came and ruin things..." he blurted out, pain flowing through his system as he continued drowning himself with alcohol.
His bartender friend couldn't do anything but to watch him get drunk. He knew how painful everything was for Seokmin. He knew how he love him that he just let his hyung to be happy.
He was almost emptying the bottle of hard liquor that his friend had to hide every drink in order to stop him. He looks so drunk and fragile. He was so messed up that he would cry and laugh every second.
"Let's go home," a familiar voice said.
Seokmin, who was currently flirting with some random guy flinched. He tried blinking repeatedly as he saw a familiar figure standing beside him. He swallowed hard then shakes his head.
"Don't wanna. Go back to him now," he said, trying his best not to sound drunk.
"Let's go," his voice were cold and serious. He held Seokmin's arm and dragged him out.
"Let me go! Fuck! Just go back to him!" Seokmin shouted as he resist him.
The older was already feeling annoyed that he pulled Seokmin to him and locked him in his embrace. The younger started crying. He felt weak and desperate.
"Come back to me.. Be selfish and choose me again..." he whispered between heavy sobs.
The younger patted his head and gently as his hug tightens.
"I'm sorry.. This is all my fault.. I'm sorry.." the older whispered repeatedly.
Seokmin shakes his head and pulled away from the hug. He quickly cups his cheeks and made him look at him.
"No..no.. If only I held your hand and let the world know how we love each other... then maybe you two won't end up together..." Seokmin couldn't stop crying as he remember those times that he hid their relationship. "I'm so sorry, Jihoon... I'm such a jerk..." he apologized.
