"kyra wake uppp" i open my eyes and see vinnie hovered over me trying to wake me up. "finally, your so cute, when you wake up" he says. i smile at his comment.
"ok hurry cause we can actually go somewhere today and buy clothes and phones" vinnie says, i roll my eyes. "ok fine" i get up and go to the bathroom to shower to brush my teeth and hair.
it feels so good to finally be clean.
after i'm out i change into the boring outfit i bought at that drugstore it's just a simple shirt and some leggings. i walk out of the bathroom and see vinnie in khaki pants and a black tee.
"where did you find those clothes at i didn't see you buy anything yesterday?" i question.
"i found it in brady's car i guess he left it so why not wear it" he tells me. i shrug agreeing.
"are you ready?" he asks. "yea"
he grabs the car keys and we both leave. we get into the car and listen to music.
i look out the window seeing such a different city, in another state, it just doesn't feel real.
i would have never imagined life to be like this.
i feel a vinnies hand on my thigh. i look at him as he looks at me. i give him a small smile then stare back out the window.
"are you ok?" he asks. i turn to face him, "yea it just feels different you know" i tell him. he touches my face softly "we made it and your here with me now ok" he leans in a pecks my lips.
"pay attention to the road or you won't be here with me" i laugh. he laughs back. "finally you laugh" he says.
i realize i haven't been myself i've been worrying and overthinking i need to live and forget about us escaping.
we arrive at this little outlet mall, this should be good enough for me to find some clothes.
"ok you can go shop wherever you want i'm gonna go get us some phones at the phone store over there" he hands me a lot of cash.
"just don't spend it all ok" he laughs. "i won't"
i get out of the car and go look for some stores to shop at.
i walk into this thrift store that looks good.
i buy some black jeans with some black belts and platform boots. i buy a bunch of different shirts that i think would look cute. i also buy some skirts and fishnets.
after i'm finished shopping i walk out to see vinnie waiting for me. i put the bags in the trunk and get in the car.
"did you find everything you wanted?" he asks, i like how he's so caring. "yea i did actually" i tell him.
"did you buy anything?" i ask him. "yea i got some clothes i put them in the back seat also here's a phone i just bought"
he hands me the phone. it's an iphone 8.
"well it's not that bad of a phone" i say. "yea it isn't, also we have to be a little more limited on money i mean we do have a lot to last us" he tells me.
i then think about it, are we gonna actually live like this forever, am i ever gonna get a job have a family, or is running gonna be my life, is vinnie even my soulmate?
i try to not think about it too much. i should just live in the moment for now.
"ok you ready to go?" he asks. "yea let's go" i put my hand on the hand rest for him to hold it. he interlocks our fingers and holds my hand.
we drive back to the motel. when we arrive, i get out the car and take everything out. i get inside the motel room and start trying some outfits on.
i stand looking in the mirror at an outfit i got. vinnie comes up to me, "your so beautiful, my pretty lady" he kisses my cheek.
the iconic nickname. i blush.
"i think i'm gonna take a nap" i tell him. i change my outfit and put some more comfy clothes on.
i lay down and start to get comfortable. "no don't take a nap without me, let's cuddle" vinnie suggests.
"ok" i laugh. he lays next to me and pulls me into his chest.i lay there for a while thinking then i finally fall asleep.
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some time passes and i wake up. "finally your awake" vinnie tells me. "yes finally" i laugh. "what time is it?" i ask.
"it's 6 pm, and i know what we should do for the night" he tells me.
"and what is it that we should do" i ask. "we should go party like go to a club and drink, i mean we've been in a prison long enough we should go have fun" he tells me.
i agree with him. "yes" i say. "ok, wait vinnie," i know i shouldn't question anything but i just feel worried.
"are you sure you can get drunk and won't do something stupid?" i ask.
"kyra listen don't worry about me or the medications, i know how to handle myself and nothing will happen, i promise" he tells me.
"pinky promise?" i hold up my pinky, "yes pinky promise" he laughs. "well let's get ready"
i get up and go to the bathroom to change.
i change into this outfit.
i do a natural makeup look, and straighten my hair. i sit on the bed and start to set up my phone as i wait for vinnie.
"wow" he says walking out of the bathroom.
"your fucking gorgeous" he tells me."thank you" i giggle. "shall we go?" he asks.
i stand up and we walk out the door, vinnie following behind me, with his hands on my waist.
"so where is this club or wherever we're going?" i ask as vinnie drives.
"it's a couple of minutes away but it should be fun, let's just make sure we don't get too drunk so we can drive back" he laughs.
"yea" i reply, i'm still worried, what if his medication just stops working or something if he drinks too much.
we arrive at a place and vinnie parks the car, we get off and go inside. we get off and walk in together. his hand is on my lower back as we walk.
"for two" vinnie tells the club guard. he hands him two ticket things and vinnie hands him some money.
"id" he says. vinnie grabs out his id and hands it to him. "ok thanks" he lets us in. "where did you get your id from?" i ask him confused. we are just 19 years old, we aren't allowed to drink yet.
"it's a fake one, you know i'm only 19 and your 18 this is the only way for us to get it" he tells me. "well that makes sense" i say.
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a/n
hey babes just now remembered to update so here's this pre-written chapter ily <3