Misunderstandings And The F**K Boy

In Deep Thought

Spencer's POV

For some weird reason I was thinking about Lucy Cole.   Well in actual fact I was in deep thought about her.  I had never really seen her out of school, our paths had never crossed.  I had never seen her at any parties, gatherings, in town shopping, any kind of food place, cinema, park you name it I had never seen her anywhere apart from school.  I had seen her best friends Asher and Lourdes out at the weekends not at any parties but out and about but not her not Lucy?  

I was curious and I was confused.  Why did I want to know about her so much?  She is not my type for a start but then what was my type these days?  Lucy was about 5'4, long blonde hair, petite frame and blue eyes.  Lucy was naturally pretty she was not like the other girls all cacked up in make up with ridiculous long fake spider eye lashes and deep set arched eye brows.  Lucy never came across bitchy and pretty much kept herself to herself.

I had been in a long term relationship with Sarah Lomax from the age of 13 until we was both 16.  I had physically developed quite early on but to be honest looking back now I was not ready for the mental aspect of things even though I was mature for my age,  to be fair me and all the lads was quite mature in that aspect.  Sarah has been quite needy and it was all about her.  I always had to compromise on everything but luckily one thing I didn't do was drop the lads.  Sarah was never coming in-between my friendship with the lads.  Sarah would come and watch my football matches she came more to watch nearing the end of our relationship but I'm sure it was just to check the other lads out at but back then I didn't have a clue.

It makes me cringe now but me and Sarah was so in love or so I thought and I hate to admit it but I was heartbroken when her and her family moved to the other side of the world.  We had been each other's "firsts" with everything.  We did try and keep in touch at first when Sarah first moved but she changed she became cocky, sarcastic and arrogant.  Sarah was stunning tall brunette with olive skin and beautiful green eyes, but she changed me.  

Maybe looking back she had outgrown me.   It happens I see that now but I was hurt when we broke up.  I am totally over her now and making up for lost time.  I don't treat girls half as bad as Perry does but when I need to get laid there is a few numbers I can call on.  They know the score, I tell them straight, there is none of this staying the night and cuddling after s*x,  no dating, no coming to my house not like Perry who is a man w***e.  That dude could seriously have about three girls on the go at the same time.  I don't know how he keeps up with them all, not like that he's young and got stamina but making sure he messaging the right girl about the right thing!

Even though I am upfront, straight and totally honest with them they always try and get that label always wanting more always wanting 100 percent commitment which I don't do.  I was walking to my first class completely in deep thought as I enter the classroom right on que waking me from my deep thought I heard a voice that sent a shiver down my spine and not in a good way.

"Spencer baby, come and sit with me" Stacey Walker said in her most sexiest voice whilst pouting at me.

Stacey was my current f**k but she was another one who was completely deluded and again thought this thing we had going on was more then it actually was.  Stacey was so oblivious to it all I had accidentally called her "Sarah" once when I was p****d and f*****g her at a party the dumb b***h never realised!

"Nah you're ok Stacey, I'll sit with the lads" I say as I made my way over to Perry, Jahmal, Ant and Craig who had luckily saved me a seat.

"You ok bro?" Perry asked cocking his eyebrow at me.

"Earth to Spencer" Ant laughed.

"Has Stacey had an affect on you" Jahmal chipped in laughing.

I turned to Perry and said in a low voice so that no one else could hear.

"No I'm not ok and Stacey has not taken an affect on me, but someone has" I said to him.

"Holy f**k" Perry stated and continued.

"Who?"

"Not now there are too many ears about.  It's probably nothing but someone has caught my eye worth investing in" I said and winked at him.

For the first time ever in class I scan my surroundings I look round the classroom clocking which students are in this class.  Lucy wasn't in this class but Asher was.  What the actual f**k was going on with me? Everything seemed like background noise for a while, I suppose I had zoned out a bit not taking a blind bit of notice to what the teacher was waffling on about knowing I would nick Ant's notes from the class later in order to catch up.

Soon enough that lesson finished and I couldn't tell you what topic we reviewed not one one word that had been spoken by the teacher had been digested by my brain.   I had double sport next before lunch which was just what I needed sport was my passion and I knew I would focus completely on this.