Misunderstandings And The F**K Boy

Removing Myself

Lucy's POV

After Spencer had left I go upstairs and check my phone...untold text messages and missed calls from everyone.

I put my phone on charge.

Text Perry

"Give him a chance to explain Lucy he at least deserves that if he means anything to you"

I don't reply.    I turn my phone off and I cry to myself  I end up going back to sleep.  I wake up at mid-day I must of needed that.  I switch my phone on.

Missed call Spencer x 3  - 1 text

"Babe I made it Bournemouth look I really need to see you tonight and I LOVE YOU x "

LOVE is he having a laugh?  You couldn't make this shit up.  Is this what he does tells girls he loves them when we hasn't quite finished with them...still wants a bit until he is ready to move on....reel me back in.  Was he actually at a trial? My head was a mess.

I had new missed calls from the girls and from Ant and Craig?  I switch my phone back off and head downstairs.  My Auntie Lisa is still here thank god.

"Hello love...you good? I see the flowers Spencer got you made their way to the bin?"  My Auntie asks raising an eyebrow.

"Um yeah look any chance you can stay the night and look after Tyler?  I was gonna stay at Asher's" I ask and lie at the same time.

"Sure darling as long as you are ok? I could never replace your Mum but I am always here for you....if you want to talk anything through ok....your Dad has taken Tyler out so I will let him know".  My Auntie says, she looks so much like my Mum at times.

I walk over and hug her tightly.

I run upstairs have a bath and wash my hair...that feels good.  I throw on some joggers and a T-Shirt and a baseball cap.  I pack a small bag and pop into my Dad's bedroom into his top draw and take the hut keys.  I say goodbye to my Auntie and head out to my car.

I drive to the local Tesco Express I grab a few bits that I will need mainly drinks and snacks.

When I head out of Tesco's I see Jahmals car it's hard to miss so I know it wasn't there when I had arrived it's a bright yellow Seat.  I look away hoping they don't see me.  I hear a toot that startles me I look up and Jahmal waves out the car window. I hear Craig shout

"Oi Luc come here"

I ignore them and head to my car.  I have to drive pass them to exit the car park as I drive pass I don't acknowledge them.  I know it was rude of me and it wasn't there fault but I wasn't in the mood for small talk and bullshit.

I head towards Brighton my place of sanctuary.  My Mum always brought me here when I was younger and when my Mum died my Dad brought a beach hut. He had done it out lovely, even though it was small it was beautiful and it had a door plaque that said "LOU'S".  It was a real special place to remember my Mum.

I pull over to get some petrol and I switch my phone on.

Text Perry

"I drove Spencer to his trial he's fragile you know he deserves a chance you need to hear him out".

I don't reply many missed calls from Asher and Lourdes.  I switch my phone off.

I get to Brighton it's beautiful here.  I park up and walk the short distance to the hut.  I open up it smells a bit musty but that will go once it's been aired.

"Hello Love" It's Audrey who owns the hut next door.

"Hi Audrey" I reply.

"You ok sweetheart?" She questions me.