Misunderstandings And The F**K Boy

The Meet Part 2

Lucy's POV

*Warning contains small explicit sexual reference against Stacey"

My heart melted, Spencer and Tyler got on so well. I watched my brother walk away with Spencer chatting happily as they went to get an ice-cream. Spencer was good with kids he had mentioned he had a younger sister but never mentioned her age.

Spencer had intrigued me. Today had been so simple and carefree it was literally the best and I never wanted it to end. I had seen his caring and endearing side I could see he was in slight pain with his ankle. I had been so judgemental we literally spoken the whole time and had so much in common was he even a f**k boy? did he just have a desire that needed to be met?

These girls are just as bad as him well it takes to two to tango as my Mum used to say. I didn't know what was going on between us but there was something there.   I could be getting in way over my head but the way he looked at me and how he spoke to me when he knew I was in pain with my ribs. I didn't get it I called this on to clear up any misunderstandings and he was still here spending time with me leaving me confused. Surely he had other things to be doing going out or hanging out with the lads?

I felt awful about the " tolerates you" statement I could see that hurt him and it explained why he had been so distant with me over the last week or so, I didn't blame him but we had cleared the air at least. Spencer was back to his normal way with me, smiling, laughing and flirting he was so relaxed and he looked gorgeous.

I had been afraid to admit it but I was attracted to him, I had been for a while but had hidden my feelings and pushed them away my feelings towards him scared me and I had been really confused these last few weeks.  Nothing  had been clear and I had been stubborn protecting myself  but after spending time with him today it had been special in a sweet kind of way.  Thinking about Spencer made my stomach flip I was brought out of this warm feeling when I heard

"Hello freak, sitting over the park like a little loner are we?" Stacey says coming out of nowhere standing in front me, I see three of her mates standing back a bit.

"Do one will you" I say to her with aggression in my voice

"You stay the F**K away from Spencer, I'm warning you.....do you hear me" she screamed like a mad woman at me.

"OR WHAT" Spencer bellowed.

 He was now back he grabbed her arm and leant down and spoke in her ear loud enough for me to hear.....thankfully Tyler was already back in the playground.

"Fuck off you cheap little slut you actually make me sick do you know that?  What I do and who I do it with is no concern of yours.  You are nothing but a cheap lay someone I used to fuck and do you know  what....most of the times you never made me cum.....you repulse me now fuck off away from me and go find yourself some dignity......and you best leave Lucy the fuck alone and let that be a warning to you" the nastiness in his voice.....pure hatred for her.

Stacey burst in to tears absolutely humiliated.  Now I don't like Stacey but that was harsh and I was ashamed at how he had spoken to her ashamed to have been a witness to that verbal assault.  Stacey looked devastated she walked away and you could hear her sobbing.

"Spencer" I snapped and continued

"That was bang out of order, how can you talk to her like that when you have been intimate together.....like it meant nothing?"

"It did mean nothing" he says staring straight through me, his face taunt  and his eyes wild.

I zone out.....Am I going to get involved with someone that is well over my head....would he do the same to me?

What if I am not enough, what if I don't turn him on.  Could that me in a few weeks time on the receiving end of a vicious verbal assault broken hearted and walking away crying in front of his new girl?  My head is running away with me nothing is going on between us we are just two people clearing the air.  I must of looked in deep thought.

"Lucy" I heard Spencer literally whisper my name.....I look up and he continues

"You have no idea....I know that was harsh but I have been trying to get rid of her for weeks now....she just doesn't get the hint.  I ignore her texts, phone calls, never reply to her on social media the girl literally stalks me and it's not even funny.  I have tried to be nice do it the right way keep my distance and now she has pushed me to this.  Even before I helped you  out with your locker I had my sights on you Lucy your the reason why I pulled away from Stacey" he says in such a low sweet tone to his voice.

We lock eyes but I break this, I turn away from him and take in a deep breath....that was pretty intense.  I feel his hands now going round my waist and can feel his body pressed up against mine, he puts his head on my shoulder and gently says

"Lucy, I'm sorry you had to hear that, I'm not really a bastard, it does me in thinking of the pain she inflicted on you" 

I feel his breath on my neck, and then I feel his lips he is gently kissing my neck, small tender kisses......that was a bold move but I don't stop him, that felt good, his lips felt good on my skin

"Spencer" I whisper

I can hear and feel my breathing has got faster.

"Spencer, please....." I slightly moan.

"Please what....stop or carry on" He laughs on to my skin sending shivers up my spin and continues

"I think you are enjoying this as much as me.....tell me to stop then......" he says making me shudder.

Spencer pulls me around and we are face to face.   I see him smile as he moves in closer to me his head closer to mine now,  his licks his bottom lip.  I am lost in his eyes, his smile, he smells amazing....shit this going to happen Spencer Jackson is going to kiss me, his lips just about to touch mine, my stomach flips and I know I want this.....

"EWWWWWW  get a room" Tyler said screwing up his nose, I pull from our close embrace.

"TYLER" I say abruptly whilst Spencer laughs.

"Come on it's 4PM, shall we go get some food" Spencer says changing any direction of conversation that Tyler may start.

"Yeahhhh pizza" Tyler shouts.

Spencer looks at me and asks 

"Well?"

"Ok we can grab a takeaway and head back to mine if you're free?  But don't feel like you have to, you probably have other plans for this evening? I reply.

I see him smile.

"Yeah course I'm free" He replies.

"Cool my Dad is visiting my Grandmother and then he will head straight to work so you can hang out at mine for a bit if you like"  I don't know why I said that but it seemed so natural to ask.

"And your Mum?" He asks.

I look at him and I can feel the sadness washing over me I feel my eyes widen and can feel my eyes welling up a bit.

"We visited Mummy today" Tyler says proudly.

I swallow hard and pull myself together.

"Come on sweetheart get your things together we need some food! Then it's home, bath, chill and bed ok" I said waving my finger at Tyler"

We head to his car in silence.

"WOW you got a nice car Spencer" Tyler says in awe of his Black Golf GTI which has blacked out windows.

"Cheers Dude" Spencer laughs.

A car is a car to me and I not impressed with his car or his private personalised plate "SP3NC 18"

I buckle Tyler up in the back and Spencer starts the engine, the stereo kicks in breaking the silence.

We stop of at the station as Spencer needs diesel and we head to dominoes for our take out pizza.