Misunderstandings And The F**K Boy

Spencer Goes AWOL

Lucy's POV

After Spencer left my house for his family meal I never heard from him again that evening.  I suppose he was with his family and catching up.  I didn't call or chase him up as I didn't want to come across clingy or interrupt his evening with his family.

I get ready for school and check my phone.....07:30AM.  I decided to text Spencer.

"Morning gorgeous X"

un read no reply

I get ready for school and check my phone....still unread...odd? Maybe he is busy....I'll catch him at school.

I get to the gates and catch Asher, Lourdes, Jahmal, Ant and Craig but no Spencer or Perry?

I text  Spencer.

"Hey you OK? Been thinking of you X".

Text read.....no reply.

Weird....is he blanking me? He didn't call last night and has not replied to either of my text messages?  I head to class and catch up with Asher and Lourdes.  I'm sure I'll see him in the lunch hall.

Lunch time comes and everyone is there....minus Spencer.

I sit down, I have this awful feeling in the pit of my stomach.

"Alright Perry" I say to him.

I look at Perry but he can't even give me eye contact as he replies.

"Hey Lucy" but he says it half heartedly.

This is proper weird...is it just me or am I getting para?

That awful feeling in my stomach stronger now than ever.....is Spencer pieing me off?  Has he got bored of me because I haven't f****d him yet?

"No Spencer today".....I had to ask this seeing as I was being blanked by Spencer.

"Yeah...um he has popped out for lunch...he always does the day before a big trial, he always gets like this.....Um he said he will pick you up tonight at 20:30PM" Perry says.

"What is he not coming back to school then Perry" I ask....Perry looks at me and drops his eyes....he doesn't answer he looks as shifty as f**k and he gets up and walks away from the table.

The others don't notice this encounter as they are so engrossed in each other.

Call me para but there was more to this....is tonight even going to happen?  Perry was dead weird with me.  Is Spencer meeting Chloe over the park like he did before on that Friday?....is this a ritual of his?

I decided to ring Spencer....phone switched off it went straight to voicemail.

"Hey this is Spencer......you know what to do"

I ring off and don't leave a message.  I'll try again after school.

He always answers my calls and text messages.  I know this trial is big to him but shutting me out of something so important to him shows how little he thinks of me.  It actually hurts me and after everything I have told him about me and Tyler.  Maybe I have rushed into this and now he is bored of me.  I come with too much baggage and emotions.....maybe he needs a girl that is readily available to fuck him and not have to book her time around her brothers child care........well FUCK him.

"Lucy" Perry calls to me.....he must of seen me try and call Spencer....I actually don't want to hear what Perry has to say.

I turn and face Perry....he is not right, he is not acting right with me he knows what's going down and knows full well what Spencer is up to.

"Oh just fuck off will you Perry....get Spencer to do his own dirty work...tell him to grow a pair" I spat at him and throw him a look of disgust.

Perry just shook his head at me and walked off.

School had finished and I wasn't in the mood for Asher and Lourdes.   I had decided to blow the party out....before Spencer blew me out even more and made me feel even more stupid then I already did.  I tell the girls and they are not happy I storm off as Asher makes a phone call.

I get home and run up to my room and cry.  I didn't understand why he had blanked me all day?  Why had I been so naïve, the intimate things we had done with each other and so soon as well.  I had fallen for him and this hurt.  My head kicks in with the voice of reason telling me I don't know anything yet and to give him a chance......my phone rings I check the screen and it is Spencer calling....I reject the call thinking to myself....fuck off fuck boy.  My phone rings again and again I reject it.  My phones beeps telling me there is a voicemail, I listen to the voicemail....hearing his voice and I cry I don't know what to make of it.  I knew nothing except he had been missing all day and his best friend was acting as shady as fuck around me.

"Hey babe, heard you been asking after me today, look I'm sorry for taking off but I promise I will tell you everything tonight, I need to tell you a few things but it's all good, nothing to worry about.  Can't wait to see you and that sexy arse of yours, I'll pick you up at eight thirty, be ready and don't you dare stand me up....laters babe" he laughs as he hangs up.

I listen again and again....what does he need to tell me? It's times like this that I really miss my Mum, I wished she was here.  I jump in the shower and wash my hair, but this doesn't help shift my mood.

I curl up on my bed and close my eyes, I didn't mean to fall asleep.  I was woken to the door bell ringing.  I hear my Auntie welcome in Asher and Lourdes and I hear them running up the stairs.

I apologised to them for storming off and we all make up.  I tell them about Spencer and they had not heard anything of his whereabouts from Jahmal and Ant.  Asher told me not to overthink things and to give him a chance it could be something innocent.  Asher was defending him?

Asher does my makeup she gives me a completely different look she is amazing and has real talent that's what she wants to do train to be a makeup artist.  She doesn't over do it but she had made my eyes stand out they looked even bluer than normal.  Lourdes does her magic with my hair and the curling wand, long tressled curls down my back.

"Now go get your dress on, lets see the end product" Asher says as she claps her hands.

I put on the short velvet dress there is a kriss cross on the back of the dress revealing a lot of my back.  I put on a pair of black high heeled stilettos which make my legs look much longer then they are.

I turn around and face the girls.

"OH MY GOD LUC, YOU LOOK UNREAL" Lourdes squeals at me.

"JACKSON AIN'T GONNA WANNA LEAVE YOUR SIDE....YOU MOTHER FUCKING SEXY BITCH" Asher screams and continues....

"My god Luc you look gorgeous" and they both come in to hug me.

We hear a car toot outside.  Craig and Ant have come to collect them.  Spencer is collecting me separately.  The girls leave mine at 20:15PM as I see them out and say goodbye to them.

"Lucy you look stunning baby girl" My Auntie Lisa says as she comes over and gives me a hug.

"Thanks Auntie Lisa" I smile and wait for Spencer to arrive.