The Secret Hybrid Child

Emotions

I've been here for weeks now. I stay with Lucas but after the first day we haven't touched each other. He is no longer avoiding me but we are I guess taking it slow and learning about each other.
"So in order for you to learn to control your powers you first have to control your emotions. It's easy to use emotions to trigger it but not very good for control."
I nod my head while listening to Trayven, one of the elder Vampyr, I have several old books in front of me and there is also a few other young Lycan here with me.
"Now,time to practice. Everyone partner up and we will focus on rage today. The goal will be to implement the thought of rage into your partners mind and vice versa."
I am teamed up with a guy named Felix, he is a good looking man, like every wolf/Lycan, but he has a boyish charm. He has been a good friend these past weeks. He was thrown out of his pack when they found out he was Lycan and lived as a rogue for a few months before coming here. We were a lot alike in that we were both suspicious about this whole place.
"Okay you or me first?"
"You"
I reply smiling. He smiles back and nods and we sit down to stare at each other. Trayven has said that emotional responses are like impulses. What we need to do is learn how to harness those emotional skills and reflect them upon our opponent without it being able to affect us, thereby controlling it.
I take a deep breath and think of rage. The day I met Dominic for the second time plays in my head. I was furious enough that Dana suggested we run, but we were both ready to break our own Alphas face. I focused on that one moment when I hated Jason, I captured that and pushed with my power that feeling towards Felix. At first nothing happened and then his eyes turn black and he growls and half shifts. He gets in a fighting stance and I break the connection which leaves him standing up panting to calm himself.
"Very good Dahlia....you were able to focus the rage into Felix without it even bothering you. Very good, now Felix let's hope you have the same control. "
Felix nodded returning to his seat. Lucas has been training with me to withstand the imprint of emotions from others. The first time we had this practice I nearly shifted completely and tore Felix's head off. Trayven was worried and so Lucas has helped me train at nights. That was all we were doing. I sighed and the inhaled deeply, setting aside my sexual frustrations and put my "shield" up.  Felix stared at me for a long moment. In my head pictures of a woman being raped played in my vision. She was beautiful, long thick blonde hair and bright blue eyes, she looked a lot like Felix. Then the man that raped her got up and sneered down at her
"All you've ever been good for is a fuck and popping out kids. Now get dressed and get the fuck out."
I realized I'm seeing this memory from Felix's standpoint. I can feel the hate and anger rolling off of him and it's going towards the man who is a mirror image to Felix. At that moment red hot rage passed around my shield and I watched Felix rip his fathers throat out. I felt for him, I could feel the anger pulsing and I almost gave in but my shield remained. It felt like I was a third person watching myself stare into Felix's eyes, anger written all over his face but mine was blank. Then something caught my attention from the corner of my eye and when I turned my head my father was there. He was behind the desk again and his eyes bored into mine.
"Look at you astral projecting like a natural. You are far more stronger than I thought. I can't wait to meet you my daughter, soon now, very soon."
And then I was back in my body staring at Felix but screaming my head off. Trayven immediately knew something was wrong. Vampyr were fast and before I could run to the door he was there.
"Dahlia, calm down, breathe....Dahlia look at me."
Then Lucas was there, he was behind me holding me, calming me.
"It's okay Dahlia, I'm here it's okay."
I relaxed and my muscles stopped fighting as I sat back down in the chair.
"Dahlia what happened? Was it Felix?"
Trayven looked between me and Felix and noticed Felix just looked confused.
"No, no, I was shielding just like Lucas taught me...I-I saw what Felix was sending and it did make me angry but it didn't get through the shielding."
"Then what happened child?"
I looked to Trayven then to Lucas, his eyes were beautiful and worried and I could feel the irritation towards me. I stiffen and pull away from him causing hurt to fill his face.
"I saw my father."
Trayven looked to Lucas and then me....
"Explain."
His tone was serious, his face impassive as he patiently waited for me to tell him what happened.
"I was doing the exercise when I was standing outside of my body watching. That went on for a few minutes and then I saw him, he was sitting behind his desk again and told me I was astral projecting, that I was far stronger than he expected and he can't wait to meet me which will be soon."
I took a deep breath and closed my eyes, placing all of this I'm my library in my mind. I hid it behind the red curtain along with everything that has ever bothered me before, there just seemed a lot of those things that have my father in them. Trayven was still staring at me when my eyes opened, but now I was calm and collected. He regarded me for a few more moments and then called for a break.
"Let us pick this back up tomorrow. Everyone work on projecting your emotions into others. We will talk about shielding tomorrow. Lucas take her back and let her rest."
Before I could protest Lucas had his hand around my arm and was taking us to the room we shared.  He didn't say anything just dropped me off and left.
Hours passed and I was bored and frustrated so I decided it was time to release some steam. I grabbed one of my toys from my bag and undress, making sure the door was locked.I took a few minutes to clear my mind and think of all the sexual things I've done and which pleased me the most, but my thoughts keep going back to the lake with Lucas. So I said fuck it and focus on that. My toy pulses perfectly against my clit and I can feel myself getting hot. I'm spread eagle on the bed, head back, enjoying playing with myself . I was so lost in how good it felt to finally work to get a release that I failed to hear the pounding of the door or Lucas calling out for me to open the door. I make a whimper sound followed by a moan when the door caves in.  Lucas' eyes are black, his is panting heavily, and has ripped the door open breaking the door frame.
"Lucas what the hell?"
I pout because I was so close to cumming. He didn't say anything just stalked towards me.
"Lars, no, let Lucas come through."
Lars growled and got closer, Dana was purring inside, but I didn't want Lars in control and Lucas be disappointed he did anything with me. With a sigh for losing my orgasm I looked at Lars and through clenched teeth said
"Lars, let Lucas come through or you won't get to touch me."
Lars growled an huffed but soon Lucas' green eyes are staring at me. I'm naked spread eagle and his brow quirks up. He looks at the toy in my hand and growls.
"I'm sorry to bother you, I'll go take a shower and finish what I was doing before I was so rudely interrupted."
Lucas caught my arm and dragged me back to a laying position in his bed.
"Dahlia, I think you should leave your toy"