DEPRESSION | vmin

eight

𝙥.𝙟𝙢 𝙥𝙤𝙫

Jimin💞:
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I put my phone away and see that the clothes I left taehyung for him to wear was in his bed neatly folded, where did he go? I question myself, I look around the house finding nobody here.

I go into the bathroom and see no taehyung in here, strange he left without telling me. I was about to leave the bathroom until I saw something that caught my eye, it was a drop of blood on the floor and there was some on the sink.

I was confused was this already here when taetae was in the bathroom or before that? I look around the bathroom to see if there is anything else that had blood on it, I see one of my hand towels in the trash bin I pick it up and see there was blood on it everywhere.

my heart sank

did taehyung?...

no jimin don't think like that maybe he accidentally cut himself, but when he got output of the bathroom he looked a bit pale and weak, but I didn't think much of it and he did take a long time in the bathroom. I didn't even hear him flush the toilet and he can't be washing his face for over 10 minutes.

somethings not right.

I quickly get dressed to see taehyung, there's something he isn't telling me.

𝙠.𝙩𝙝 𝙥𝙤𝙫

"IM S-SORRY J-J-JEONG P-PLEASE IM S-SORRY" fifth time he hits me in the stomach and grunt out of pain, I don't wanna live anymore... my 'friends' that have backstabbed me multiple times, my dad and older brother beat me up and tell me I'm worthless and the only thing that's stopping me from killing myself is jimin.

the one I love, but now I find out that the flirty and moments we had together were just friend things and he has a girlfriend... why hasn't he told me about this.

"fucking faggot I knew you were gay IS THAT GUY YOUR BOYFRIEND?! I WILL KILL HIM FIRST THEN YOU NEXT, I can't have anyone around you..." I tremble in fear questioning what he meant by 'I can't have anyone around you' I sit in the corner bringing my knees together.

he comes close to me and I flinch as he places his hand on both of my shoulders "hey fag look at me in the face" I don't listen to him, I'm scared... I'm scared on what he is gonna do to me.

he roughly grabs and lifts my chin up seeing his face, my tears staining my cheeks. "I'm sorry" did I hear that right?! my step brother saying sorry to me, he brings me into a hug and I don't hug him back as it's his fault for making me think this way.

I tremble in fear as he wipes my tears away, he comes close to my ear and whispers with his deep voice "I will stop hitting you, I'll stop insulting you and I'll treat you nice if you follow this promise" I shiver at his tone, why is he acting this way?

"w-w-whats the p-promise?..." I ask curiously feeling his hot breath on my neck and ear "I'll stop all of this if we can have a little fun every time I ask for it~" I feel my face heat up, he doesn't mean...

"you can't do that with y-your step brother can you? I'm a v-virgin..." I tell my brother still scared of him being this close to me "you know what I'm gonna let you decided about it you got four day's" jeong said seductively into my ear, I flinch a little by his deep raspy voice and leaves my room.

I still freeze in place on what just happened, doesnt jeong have a girlfriend? and if so why does he wanna do it with me, but we are stepbrothers when my mom married my step dad, my step dad had a son which is jeong and my mom divorced my dad when I was just six years old.

I remember meeting my brother, we were best friends...

"honey this is your older step brother jeong" my mom said introducing him to me, I hide behind my mother scared of meeting him. He was taller then me and was older then me so I felt scared that he would pick on me.

"Hey don't be shy im not gonna pick on you do you wanna play on the Nintendo?" jeong offered giving me a smile, "you have a n-nintendo? are you sure I can p-play on it?" I ask still hiding behind my mother "yeah of course! come" jeong said holding my hand and walking toward the living room.

jeong showed me how to play all these games he had yet I sucked at it, I start to come out of my shell to him. "awwww this isn't fair... I'm not good at a-any game" I pout giving up on the game I was playing, jeong chuckles at me rage quitting and brings me into his lap hugging me tightly.

"don't worry tae if you keep on playing you will get better I promise" jeong said caressing my cheek, I blush at his kindness towards me I never had any friends or any siblings so I haven't felt kindness from anyone else then my mom.

I yawn feeling a bit sleepy but I wanted to hang out more with jeong, "looks like someone sleepy you can sleep on my bed since you are staying the night today" jeong picks me up and takes me to his room. I didn't wanna go to sleep but I didn't wanna throw a fit in front of him or he might hate me.

He lays me down on his bed and pulls the covers on me, I look at him with teary eyes. "hey hey why are you crying tae?" jeong says wiping my tears away, "t-thank y-y-you for being my f-first friend and b-brother" I hug him out of all the kindness he has shown me today.

"of course I thank you for being my little brother and best friend in the world now pase stop crying or you won't be able to sleep tae" jeong said wiping my tears away, I blush out of happiness I close my eyes as I pull jeong close to me "goodnight tae" last thing I heard jeong said to me before I fell asleep.

teardrops land on the ground remembering all the good memories we have had together, where did it all go wrong?... I wince in pain from my stomach I felt like I was about to pass out.

I get up leaning against the wall for balance until I hear a knock on my door, a loud banging knock. I check through my window on who it was...

chimmy?... why is he here?

to be continued...