DEPRESSION | vmin

fourteen

𝙠.𝙩𝙝 𝙥𝙤𝙫

jeong charges towards jimin and punches him to the ground, "j-jeong s-stop" I try pushing him far from jimin which he was bleeding from his busted lip.
"why the fuck was he on you?! I told you you're mine!" jeong says pinning me to the wall out of anger.

everything was overwhelming for me, jeong looks over at the dark haired boy who was on the floor wiping his blood off with his shirt, "I bet jimin wouldn't mind if I fucked your ass again right in front of him" jimin looked pissed and punched jeong and I quickly tried stopping them as they were throwing punches at each other.

"DON'T COME CLOSE TO MY BABY EVER AGAIN!"

"HE AINT YOURS I MARKED HIM AS MINE, YOUR HICKEYS DONT MEAN NOTHING ON HIM!"

I start crying thinking what this has come to, I don't deserve to be fought over, It's all my fault... if it wasn't for me they wouldn't be here. If I wasn't alive they wouldn't be in the situation.

"S-STOP!! PLEASE STOP FIGHTING ITS ALL MY FAULT PLEASE IM S-SORRY!! DONT FIGHT OVER ME, IM NOTHING TO BE FOUGHT FOR. I-IM S-SORRY IM USELESS AND NOT G-GOOD ENOUGH ITS A-ALL MY FAULT... I-Im sorry"

I sprint out of jimins house and I knew I had to do it, I don't want them to suffer from me anymore... jimin found out about my self harming problem, and the insults and punches still haunt me today from my father and jeong.

I didn't wanna ruin his relationship with mina... I run to the nearest bridge seeing that I lost them both, it's for the best.

I lift myself up on the ledge of the bridge and looking down seeing how high up I am, I admire at the beautiful city lights and the cars driving with there bright lights on, shining the whole city.

"HEY KID PLEASE GET DOWN FROM THERE!! YOU DONT HAVE TO DO THIS! I CAN HELP YOU PLEASE DOING THIS WONT SOLVE ANYTHING" I hear voice from a young man, I turn around and see a tall, slim man I couldn't get a good glimpse of his face.

"L-LEAVE ME A-ALONE SO I C-CAN DO THIS!" I turn back around and breathe in and out looking back down, memories flood in remembering all the happy moments in my life.

meeting jimin he made me feel like I could fly as far as I could seeing the whole world, meeting my step brother for the first time it was the first time I felt that I wasn't alone.

I remember jimin being there for me everyday, yet I blew everything. I messed up everything if I could go back I wouldn't have confessed my feelings towards yoongi... I wouldn't tell jeong my crushes or bring them to my home, I would control myself more on my anxiety attacks and try eating in front of jimin to not worry him.

Then everything wouldn't lead to this moment right now, sucks that I cant get a second chance. Tears spill down my cheek, sad that it has to end this way.

it will be better if I wasn't here, everything will go back to normal I will be happy at last.

everything will be better.

better.

I close my eyes, breathing the cold breezy air.

I love you jimin

I lift my hands to my side and lean forward jumping.

Suddenly I feel a pair of hands on my waist stopping me, I kick and try to get out the mans grip trying to go back on the ledge of the bridge.

"S-STOP LET ME G-GO *sob* I H-HAVE TO D-DO THIS!! p-please sir I have n-nothing... I have m-messed e-e-everything up" I sob uncontrollably as I try to get out of his grip.

"no I'm not gonna let you do that, it's all gonna be okay" the man says bringing me into his arms, I try to get out his grip but I give in knowing I wouldn't be able to get out of his grip anytime soon.

I hug him crying uncontrollably on his chest, I didn't care if it was a stranger I needed comfort. "shhhh it's okay let it all out" he said rubbing my back trying to calm me down.

"I-I m-messed up s-so b-b-badly" I was a crying, stuttering mess. the man didn't seem to mind, "do you need a place to stay at? you can stay with me as long as you want I don't mind" the man says giving me a smile.

I get a good look and see who it was...

no way...

"y-yoongi?"

my eyes widen in shock, he gets a good glimpse of my face and he looked like he couldn't believe it either.

"t-tae? omg tae!"

yoongi hugs me even tighter, hearing him sniffing was he crying?

"t-tae w-why were g-gonna j-

"yoongi... I-I'll e-explain l-later... I haven't seen you for so l-long" I couldn't believe how much he's grown, he looked like a rich young business man I mean I wouldn't be surprised if he owns a company or something like that he really wanted to be a boss or ceo.

"I missed you tae... I was always worried about you but I didn't know it was this b-bad" yoongi looks at me, he was really tall the last time I saw him. "it's okay yoongi you didn't k-know but you s-saved me" I give him a smile and hug him tightly, it will happen another day.

we stay like that for five minutes and we both let go looking at each other it's been so long since we have seen each other, I hope he doesn't bring up that time I asked him out.

"hey do you want to stay at my place? it isn't far" he asks, I bite my lip thinking if I should go back to jimins house because he must be worried. "uh s-sure!" we both walk side by side towards his house, the silence between us was awkward yet calm.

(time skip!! :P)

tae makes himself at home admiring at yoongi's huge house, I guess I was right about him owning a business. "I love your house it's super pretty" I compliment his house, "thanks tae I got many spare rooms you can take any but tomorrow can you tell me... why um you were gonna uh t-take your own life" the tall man in front of me asks.

I bite my lip nervously and nod "okay oh have you eaten anything yet? I can cook you something quick before you go to bed" yoongi offers, "oh no I'm fine thank you yoonie- I m-mean yoongi" I blush out of embarrassment.

yoongi chuckles I pout as I cross my arms, "it's okay you can call me that if you like shorty" I smile at the old nickname, "you have gotten so tall yoonie how?" i ask out of curiosity.

he chuckles picking me up in his arms I was shocked towards his actions, "h-hey put me down yoonie!" I pout wanting down but yoongi ignores me taking me to one of the guest rooms.

the room was huge, bigger then my own room. "I got so y'all just to lift u like this everywhere we go" I chuckle at his response, he puts me down on the bed and says "please gets some rest if you need anything just wake me up and I'll immediately wake up with no hesitation" I smile at his response, I already feel like I'm at home.

"thank you yoongi" that was all I could say, I was thankful really thankful.

yoongi smiles turning on the lamp remembering my fear of darkness, he gives me a smile as he leaves the room.

I look down at my wrist seeing the bracelet jimin gave to him when they first met, I frown it must have fallen off my wrist near the bridge I sigh turning in bed.

I'll go back and get it tomorrow morning, my eyes slowly close taking me into a deep slumber.