DEPRESSION | vmin

six

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me and chimmy make our way to back to my house, he got his ice cream and he was just devouring it. I had a big smile on my face today was a really good day, better day then usual I wish I can be this happy all day.

as we make our way near my house I see another car parked next to chimmy's car, I freeze on knowing who's car that is.

chimmy turns around having a confused expression on his face, "taebear what's wrong?" chimmy asks me. "nothing don't worry chimmy! it's getting pretty late you should go home" I tell him not wanting to be rude but I can't let my dad see him.

"oh... but I thought we were having a good time" chimmy says having a hurt expression on his face "oh no chimmy don't be sad, we did have a good t-time! it's j-just late and i want you t-to get some sleep" I tell him hurting that I'm lying to him and pushing him away.

"but it's only 8pm plus we have no school tomorrow it's Friday" chimmy says still having he hurt expression on his face, "oh I uh..." I don't have anything to say I start to panic and try to find another excuse.

"taebear are you okay?" chimmy asks noticing me being quiet, "h-how about I s-stay the night at y-your place?" I ask him finding a good excuse.

"okay sure!" chimmysays his hurt expression as washed off with a happy yet concerning one, we get into his car and go over to his house.

that was really close from here on out im never taking chimmy over to my house, it's risky. as we were driving in the car feeling the breeze as I put my window down "hey taebear can I ask you something?" chimmy says randomly.

I bite my lip nervously not knowing what he's about to ask me "sure chimchim! what's up?" chimmy keeps his eyes on the road and says "why did you freeze up like that when we came by your house?" my heart sinks to my stomach.

I didn't know he was gonna ask me that, I thought he was gonna shrug that off and never ask me about it "ah I thought I saw something scary but it was just a stray cat haha" I say fiddling with my fingers hoping he will buy the excuse.

"oh I see why didn't you just tell me taebear? if you are scared of anything just tell me so I can be there to comfort you" chimmy says parking on his driveway, i blush madly at his comment but I knew deep down he meant it as a friend thing.

"okay I pinky promise chimchim!!" I say cheerfully warping our pinky's together, we hop out the car and make our way inside jimins house. I have been here many times and his parents are super nice and kind and he lives in such a nice home.

I was really tired since I stayed up last night and by that I mean everyday, I'm really paranoid sleeping at my own home knowing that my dad and brother are awake at night.

"chimmy im tired *yawn* were am I gonna be sleeping?" I say as I try opening my eyes as hard a si could "awww you look like a sleepy baby, follow me taebear" chimmy says leading the way.

I can't take this every comment he makes towards me makes me blush like crazy I don't know how much more I can take this, I follow him to his room and I was confused on why he lead me to his room.

"You can sleep in my room if you like" chimmy offers, I didn't know what to say did he want me to sleep with him in his room or is that the only place available for me to sleep in.

"uhhh is i-it f-fine if I sleep in your r-room? I j-just wanna make s-sure" I mentally curse at myself for stuttering, chimmy has a smirk on his face oh no did he notice my super red face? I mean it's really noticeable.

"yeah it's fine taebear why are you so nervous?" chimmy asks while taking his shoes off and hoodie "uhh no reason just nervous to ask you" I nervously chuckle as I take my shoes off as well, I notice that chimmy didn't have a shirt on and only shorts on.

WHAT THE HECK?!!

I couldn't take my eyes off of him, he had abs I mean it does make sense cause he loves to exercise. I felt like my nose was bleeding I was just frozen in time staring at his abs, I quickly look away before getting caught.

maybe he already caught me already, I didn't take my time on looking at him. I keep my shirt and jeans on not wanting to take my jeans off "taebear your gonna sleep with jeans on?" chimmy asks getting under the covers.

"uh yeah I don't h-have any other pair of pants and I d-don't wanna be in my boxers in f-front of y-you" I blush becoming embarrassed "oh no no it's fine taebear you can take your jeans off, I won't mind just get comfortable" chimmy says giving me a 'it's okay'
smile.

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I tell taebear that it's okay to be in boxers in front of me I mean we are friends after all, i look away not wanting to make him uncomfortable while taking his pants off.

"okay im ready to take my nap!!" he says with his cute boxy smile walking over to the bed, my heart sank to the ground.

WHY IS HIS ASS LOOK SO THICC?!

calm down jimin stop staring, yet I kept staring at his ass. I bite my lip trying not to think about it "jiminie can you keep your lamp on? I'm scared of sleeping in the dark" taebear says pouting sadly.

calm down jimin calm...

"y-yeah of course goodnight taebear" I say pushing his bangs away from his eyes, I see him blush at my actions cute.

"goodnight chim!" taebear says laying down comfortably and soon falling asleep, I admire at his little cute sleeping face.

I pull him into my brace by grabbing him by his waist falling asleep like this, I hope he gets the hints I was doing today that I have feelings for him.