DEPRESSION | vmin

thirteen

𝙩𝙝𝙞𝙧𝙙 𝙥𝙤𝙫

jimin and taehyung sit down at the dinning table in the tall boys house, the short boy wipe his sweaty palms on his pants. he was nervous and terrified, terrified that jimin will found out every secret he hasn't told anyone, the boy didn't know what jimin was either gonna tell him or ask him.

tae bite his lip nervously, he bites his lip to hard as It started to bleed, thinking in the things jimin might ask or tell him.

about what happened in the cafe

why I had panic attacks

the hickeys on me

why my step brother acted the way he did

the boy snap from my thoughts as the sound of a bowl being placed in front on me, he wipes the blood off with his sleeve. jimin order some food and he got me some chicken with rice and a side of mash potatoes even though he refused that he didn't want anything to eat.

taehyung looked at the food in disgust there was to much on the plate just looking at it made me want to vomit, the thought of how many calories there are in it makes me wanna purge already.

taehyung calculates in his head how much calories was in this plate, 500? 600?! the boy thought feeling a wave of anxiety and panic setting in.

he hear the voices coming in again

ur so fat

jimin doesn't care about you

your gonna eat that?! your such a pig

everyone is disappointed in you for being a screw up

"tae? are you okay? you zoned out" jimin said catching onto something, he has never seen tae eat in front of him in his life and seeing him struggling to even take a bite makes it seem more suspicious.

"haha im sorry I was thinking about something it smells really good!" the skinny boy says playing with his mash potato's with his spoon, jimin stares at the boy in front of him seeing his reaction towards the food.

observing his actions towards the food and he noticed now that he was a little bit more skinner since last week, he never ate around jimin ever. "It looks really good, well dig in taetae" the tall boy digs in and starts eating his chicken.

tae looks down at his plate full of food, he grabs a spoon full of mash potatoes. he hesitates as he puts it in his mouth. he eats a small amount from the spoon chewing it slowly, it was to overwhelming for the small boy.

he felt like purging it out already, he swallowed it slowly quickly feeling tears forming but he holds them back not wanting to worry jimin.

"mmh it's really good!" jimin smiles at the boys response liking the food, but the small boy was struggling to even take another bite.

"umm is it fine if I eat this later?" jimin nods at his response wanting to talk to him about a serious topic, the tall boy tenses up and says "tae i need to talk to you about something" taehyung gulps anxiously not making eye contact with the boy in front of him.

"w-what do you w-wanna talk about?" the small boy stutters fearing on the questions that are gonna come his way, "tae are you hiding something from me?" jimin asks, tae was shocked at his words.

"w-what do you mean chimmy?" the small boy asks having a confused expression on his face, taehyung won't lie he is pretty good at lying sometimes when he isn't panicking.