What the fuck is wrong with me?

twenty nine

Harry's Pov

Even though I wasn't looking I could feel their eyes on me. I knew what they thought I'd done.
They deserved an explanation but I wasn't quite sure how to put it.  "Those guys...I'm sure Tobi and Simon told you." I trailed off.
I heard Ethan's voice "Oh Harry you didn't.." but I cut him off quickly to put all their minds at ease.
"No! I didn't I swear I didn't I changed my mind."
Simon hugged me tightly and JJ uttered under his breath "explain then, where'd you go?"

"The guys left their number in my pocket so I thought I'd call them and get some more stuff—"
JJ interrupted "gear."
I nodded, still not making eye contact with anyone "If you will, anyway I called them and they told me to meet them at this random park but as I was walking there I thought about..I thought about.." Finally I turned to face Simon and looked into his eyes "you."

Simon's Pov

Harry turned to face me, his eyes were bloodshot red and tears were still spilling down his cheeks. Seeing him like this always upset me especially today after being scared he hated me and worried about him taking hard drugs. "you." I was shocked, what did he mean by that? "Me?"
He nodded and let go of the tears he was holding in, they rolled down his face like a waterfall and he collapsed into my arms from where he was sat. He tried to speak but it was almost inaudible through his cries "i-i-m..so..s-o—rrr...y." I shushed him and let him know that it was okay. That I wasn't angry at him, none of us were we just wanted him to be happy. As I held Harry everyone was silent probably also wondering what exactly Harry meant by that or concerned about how he's broken down like this again. Ethan and I shared a look, like we both knew.
Does Harry like me? Like..like like me?

Authors note: sorry I'm having abit of a writers block atm so this is rlly short. Hopefully I'll write some longer ones soon!! :) thank you.