chaelisa - doubt

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rosé was sitting at the kitchen counter watching liza attempt to make pancakes. the key word being attempt. the first pancake was a dud which was to be expected because the first one is always a bit crap, she rosé let it slide. when the second, third and fourth turned out to be crap too, she stepped in.

'lisa, baby. let me please? they've all turned out quite bad.' rosé spoke, taking the spatula from lisa's hand.

'i just wanted to make you breakfast.' lisa pouted, stomping her feet. she stepped to the side, letting rosé take her place at the stove.

'i've taught you multiple times baby, i don't see what you don't get about making them.' the red head replied, flipping a perfect pancake. lisa poured once more but rosé was quick to kiss it away. 'go set the table, i'll be through in a few.'

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'stop blowing bubbles at me!' rosé yelled, swatting lisa away from her. the couple had just finished washing the dishes from their breakfast when lisa thought it would be a great idea to be a human bubble machine.

'you're so boring roseanne, why are you stressing over bubbles?' lisa pouted walking over to her girlfriend at the sink. she wrapped her arms around rosé's waist from behind and placed her chin in the crook of her neck. she inhaled deeply before placing a kiss on rosé's bare shoulder.

rosé dropped her head and placed her hands on the counter to steady herself. she melted into lisa's embrace but still composed herself. a lot was whizzing through her mind but she couldn't decipher what the main issue was. she'd been struggling with things lately but she refused to let lisa catch wind of them because she'd end up smothering her which is not what she wanted right now.

'nothing. it's nothing lisa. i'm just tired.' rosé said after turning round to face lisa. she sighed and rested her forehead against lisa's collar bone. lisa adjusted her arms around rosé's waist and lifted her up so she was sitting on the edge of the counter.

'you said that yesterday, and the day before, then again on day before that.' lisa said counting on her fingers. rosé heaved a sigh and let the first tear drop. it landed on lisa's forearm and her smile slipped from her face.

'hey, rosie what's the matter?' lisa asked, cupping rosé's cheeks with her hands. she raised her fiancé's face up slightly and wiped the tears away with her thumbs. rosé leaned into lisa's hand and chuckled, trying to blink away the tears.

'everything,' rosé said. she bought one of her hands up to hold lisa's and started down at the girl in front of her. 'everything but you.' she said bringing her lips to lisa's. lisa's brows furrowed but she reciprocated the kiss nonetheless. lisa o it stopped the kiss because she could taste the tears that were falling from rosé's eyes.

'baby no please stop. tell me, tell me what's wrong and i'll see what i can do to help. if you don't want my help that's fine, you can't keep bottling these feelings rosie, it's not good.' the brunette spoke, pulling rosé down from the counter. she laced her fingers in with roses and lead the crying girl to the couch. lisa sat down first, then guided rosé to sit in between her legs with her back against lisa's stomach.

'talk to me, i'm all ears.' lisa said while kissing the top of rosé's head. rosé had pulled the blanket over her to keep her warm, the tassels keeping her mind from wandering too far. lisa had noticed that picking at things was rosé's nervous habit and she found it endearing. 'i don't know where to start,' rosé sighed. she shrugged and leaned her head back to rest on lisa's chest. lisa wrapped her arms around her fiance's waist yet again and gave a gentle squeeze. a reassuring type of squeeze that made rosé smile lightly.

'what do you think the main problem is? or are there more little problems? like one big thing or many little small things that are going on?' lisa said, tried to help the blonde to formulate. it seemed to work because she could hear the clogs in rosé's brain start turning.

'i guess there's lots of little things but there's one standing out a bit more from the others.'

'okay, good. what's the bigger thing rosie? start big so we can get to the root of the problem and the rest will come naturally.' lisa encouraged, tugging in rosé's hands.

'well, the company wants me to write three new songs in two weeks. i told them i want to have a few months off so we can sort out the wedding and for the baby. maybe it's just my hormones but i'm so,' rosé voiced, waving her hands about because she couldn't find the words to express her feelings at that moment. 'i know the stress isn't good for the baby but i haven't told the company yet. i'm scared they'll drop me and i won't be able to support us.' she added, placing a hand on her still flat stomach.

'rosie, your feelings are valid. they've told you before that all you had to ask for time off and they'll give it to you. you're their first artist that sells. you've been in hiatus for a bit haven't you?' lisa asked curiously.

'yeah a few months, why?' rosé countered, sliding down the couch so her head was on lisa's knee.

'well what if you just write said songs and then some so you create an album or ep or whatever y'all call it, then go on another hiatus for the wedding.' lisa posed while her words rattled rosé's brain. only lisa could make rosé see sense, even if the answer rosé was looking for was right in front of her the whole entire time, lisa always knew what to say to help.

'you're right lis. come with me tomorrow so i won't break down when i ask for another hiatus period.' rosé asked, playing with lisa's fingers. lisa's other hand was running through rosé's blonde locks and her eyes were closed.

'of course i will honey. i'll be there every step of the way. you need to let me take you to lunch too. we totally forgot about the pancakes this morning.' lisa said glancing over her shoulder into the messy kitchen.

the two girls laughed lightly and settled into their comfy routine. breakfast, nap, netflix, walk, lunch, netflix and bed.

lisa started at rosé for a quick moment before leaning down to capture a tender kiss from her soon to be wife that was laying in her lap.

'i love you to the moon and back rosé'

'i love you way more. more than you'll ever know lis.'

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