Getting ready was nerve racking. I was so un decided about this whole situation. I did want to speak to my real dad, and see my sister... But I'm not sure who he really is. These scary questions were concerning me, so I called Hunter. I picked my phone up from the end table, where it hasn't been touched since before Hunter left, so I was expecting thousands of texts and calls. I turned my phone over to see a sticky note from Hunter. It read "I love you." written in his messy boy hand writing. I smiled, opening the drawer up and putting it on top of the last note. I unlocked my phone, while rubbing my eyes, trying I wake up. I heard Cars faint cry come from the baby monitor and I started to head over. The phone line rang while I walked down the hall way. Finally, he picked up.
"Hey, what's up?" Hunter asked.
"I love you too." I said, smiling. I heard him chuckle, and I could picture his head shaking while he did so. I picked up Car and cradled him in my arms. He was hungry.
"How's my boy?" he asked. I looked down at Car and smiled.
"Hungry, oh whats that Car? .. Oh, and he just told me that he misses you and he wants you to come home right now so you can clean his poopy diapers." I laughed while saying this. I walked down our stairs, hearing Hunters laugh. I wish he was here.
"I miss you two so much already. Are you sure you're ok? You seem.. I don't know.. Sad? Are you feeling any better?" he asked. Car started whining and squirming now, and it was making me frustrated.
"Im fine, feeling better. Just stressed." I told Hunter, putting the phone in my shoulder, holding it to my ear. I had one had shaking up cars bottle, and was holding car in my other hand. I took a deep breath. "I just kinda feel alone in this." after I said it, I wish I hadn't. I wanted to take back everything I just said. I didn't want Hunter to feel bad, but part of me did.
"I'm sorry Belle. I wish I was there, you know that. Life just throws curve balls at you and.. Well sometimes you gotta swerve." he said. I started feeding Car, and sat down on the couch, propping my feet on the foot rest, resting Car in my lap.
"I know." I told him.
"I promise I'll be home soon, and I'll make sure to give you guys extra kisses." he said, causing a small grin come across my face.
"I'm kinda nervous for today.. Seeing my dad and everything. He hasn't been here for anything.. Our wedding, His grandson, my graduation.. It's just.. How am I supposed to love him again after all the criap he's put me through." I told hunter.
"You don't have to go it you don't want to. I'm letting you decide on this one, ok?" he said. I nodded, but then again realized he wasn't there.
"Ok." I said, very flat and quiet.
"Belle, I don't know if you know.. But you're a strong woman. You love people more than anything, even when they are horrible to you. You have the biggest heart I've ever seen. And I know, I know for a fact, that you can do this. You can see him and you can face your fears with him, because that's who you are. I'm always just a phone call away." he said, trying to tell me he needed to go.
"I love you Hunter, have fun tonight." I told him, pulling the phone out from my shoulder.
"I love you too, Belly. It's all for you." he said. I smiled and hung up. I finished feeding Car and burped him. I walked over to the sink and put the bottle in the sink, not wanting to clean it yet. "Well, Car. Let's go clean up and go meet poppy, ok!?" I told him, speaking all high pitched, causing him to smile. I love him.
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I quickly washed up and changed. I was changing Car when the door bell rang. I walked out onto the balcony near the stair well and yelled "Come in!" knowing it was Molly. The door open and in came Jenny, Emmy and Max. Molly followed shortly after them and had their bags of clothes. They were staying over tonight because Nathan's out on a work trip. I smiled down to them and them ran up the steps, shoving each other, to hug me and see Car. Car was now 3 months, going to be 4 months on the 11th of January.. But it was only the 5th. We all walked back down the steps while Molly lugged her triple-in-one stroller through the front door. I had cars stroller all set up in the kitchen so I could remind myself to pack snakes. I had Car on my hip while I walked into the kitchen. Molly was putting the kids into their stroller and buckling them up while I dumped some baby kid snacks and a banana. I threw it into the bag we call "Cars bag" , along with more diapers and a passifyer. I was fixing Cars hair when Molly walked into the kitchen.
"Do you have extra baby wipes?" she asked, fixing her pony tail. I nodded pointing to the pantry where we kept extra baby things. She walked over to the pantry while I walked back into the main room, to put Car into his stroller, when Emmy asked me a question.
"Auntie Belle, how come we never met poppy before?" she asked. I wondered the same question, but I couldn't say that to a 6 year old. I slipped cars buckle, tausing Cars bag in the back of the stoller.
"I don't know sweety, that's what we're gonna find out today!" I said, excited.. But inside so scared. I quickly re-joined Molly in the kitchen. I scurried over to the Keurig and plugged it in, polling out a k cup. "Want coffee?" I asked Molly. She turned around smiling at me.
"We're going to get coffee there.. Why would I want coffee now?" she asked. I sighed.
"Molly, you're in the Hayes family. Coffee is a must all the time." I laughed. She shook her head and left the kitchen to re join the kids. I guess she didn't want coffee. 3 minutes later my coffee was done and I poured it into a travel cup, taking a sip. Just right. I walked back into the main room and put my coffee into the cup holder above Cars stroller. I smiled down at Car, pulling the blanket up over his body a little more. It wasn't a cold January day, but it wasn't a hot one. It was in the high 50's low 60's. I threw my coat on as Molly was putting on her gloves and scarf. When we finished, I opened the doors so she could fit her stroller through the doors. She smiled at me as she pushed them out, and lowing it down the steps. I quickly followed behind her, closing the door and locking it, throwing the keys into Cars bag. I looked down at Car, who had just fell asleep. I'm ready to met my dad.
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Belly. (Hunter Hayes Fanfic)
FanfictionJust a heart warming story of not so famous, big hearted girl married to a country music sensation.
