A Caged Bird | Minjoon

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the two were kissing on jimin's bed- kissing a lot.

it was intense and passionate and they both knew what it was leading up to.

and namjoon felt beyond nervous.

of course he was also excited, who wouldn't be excited. he had park jimin- the most beautiful boy in the entire world, the boy he loved more than anything, asking him to make love to him. joon was ecstatic, really.

there was always an idea of it happening in his head, he always wondered what it would be like when it actually happened, but somehow he convinced himself that it never would.

his mind also kept flashing back to their conversation earlier. he didn't like the idea of someone else getting to kiss jimin, but he didn't blame his boyfriend, of course. it wasn't jimin's fault someone else tried kissing him. if joon was upset with anyone, it would be hoseok. but at the same time, it was no surprise to him that someone else wanted to kiss jimin. in namjoon's head, he couldn't understand how someone wouldn't want to be with his boyfriend. that's why it was so hard for him to comprehend how jimin was still so loyal to him. jimin could probably get anyone he wanted, but he still stayed with him.

jimin really did love him.

and he felt so, so lucky.

"mmm-" jimin groaned out, in between kisses, finally pulling away.

the boy was panting on joon's lap, namjoon gripping his waist tightly.

"do you... do you want to do this, too, joon?" jimin asked, feeling like maybe he was rushing it, "like... i know i kind of just brought it up out of nowhere... we haven't really talked about it or anything. i've just... i guess i've been thinking about it for awhile and i just... i really, really want you. but, if you want to wait i-"

joon quickly shook his head.

"i want it," he said, with a nervous smile and red cheeks, "...i've been thinking about it a lot, too."

jimin smiled back, reaching out to link their hands together.

"good," he said.

the two continued kissing for awhile, getting more into it.

"mmh-" joon groaned, as jimin moved himself back to be fully seated in his lap.

the kiss became a bit more heated, jimin holding onto the sides of joon's face, while joon kept his hands firmly on jimn's waist, finally letting one hand slip down to graze over his ass ever so slightly, testing the waters.

jimin responded with a breathy moan into the kiss, pushing his body back onto joon's hand just a little, trying to urge him forward.

joon groaned back at the push, bringing his other hand down as well, jimin's ass feeling like it was made for him to touch, his large hands fitting nicely on jimin's equally large backside.

"you're so hot," jimin let out, in between the kiss.

joon didn't respond, figuring the now very obvious erection he was sporting underneath his boyfriends ass was enough of a response.

and it didn't take jimin long to notice that namjoon had grown hard underneath him, laughing a bit as he parted away, wanting to look at joon.

namjoon's cheeks were red and he was obviously out of breath. his hair was disheveled from jimin playing with it and his lips were swollen, but somehow he still looked utterly handsome.

jimin just stared at him for a minute, before bringing his hand to toy at the hem of his shirt.

"this okay?" he asked, teasingly smiling at his boyfriend.