[ TommyInnit One-Shots ]

My Bestfriend Does Not Like Me

Image : @ Theobunz

The actual song is called: Can I Have a Ride Home? I'm at a Party and I Don't Know Any1 - Carpetgarden (?)

Trigger Warnings: Suicidal Thoughts, Crying, Manipulation.

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I can't speak, sleep, or eat meat

ೃ⁀➷Tommy was completely silent as he stood bare foot on the beach, staring off into the ocean. He was a mess. Dream was stood beside him. "What's up?" The older male asked the other calmly, his arms crossed as he waited patiently for a reply. Tommy opened his mouth to speak, but no words came out. He looked down, almost ashamed. Through the tears and rips on his shirt you could see his ribs sticking out from his skin. It was clear he hadn't been eating properly, but he didn't have an appetite anymore. As well as not eating, the blond hadn't been sleeping. It was clear as he had dark bags under his dull, turquoise eyes.

My bestfriend does not like me.

The boy sighed, trying his best to not get emotional at the memory as he stared down at the lava beneath him. This was the second time he'd been in this position. He still couldn't believe Tubbo had exiled him. Surely Tommy didn't deserve that! Right...? Tommy choked back a sob, burying his face into the green bandana that stayed loosely tied around his neck at all times.

There's something on my shoulder.

Tommy sat down on his bed in tnret. He held the compass, the gift from Ghostbur, in his hand tightly, the thought of his bestfriend flooded his mind. He really missed him. Dream just watched him, a look of pity on his face. Although it could not be seen with the mask covering his face obviously. He pitied the boy, but, at the same time, he couldn't help but smirk. He finally had him where he wanted him, defenceless and alone.

I hope I don't get older.

Tommy closed his eyes, listening to the faint howling of the wind as he sat on the grass outside tnret. He looked up at the night sky, deep in thought. How long was he going to have to be here for? How old would he be by the time he can see his friends again? He sighed, just hoping that it wasn't too long...

Every girl breaks my heart.

The blonde teen pouted as he stared at where "Hot girl" once stood. He felt very betrayed, even if the so-called girl was just a few logs and a pumpkin, it hurt. Even inanimate objects didn't like him. But, in the end, atleast he had Dream. He was his friend. Right?

Your boyfriend doesn't like art,

I'm sad that vine is dead.

"Your boyfriend doesn't like art?" Dream chuckled, ruffling the smaller's messy hair. Tommy rolled his eyes, a slight smile on his face. "I'm sad that vine is dead." The blonde huffed as he stuck his tounge out at the other, smacking his hands away. 

Your bitch she gave me head

Tommy stared at Dream with a blank expression. He looked almost emotionless. He mumbled something under his breath. The green an, tilted his head. "What did you say?" He hummed. Tommy sighed, slightly frustrated. "Your bitch he gave me head." The child growled. Dream was taken aback by the small outburst. "Excuse me?" He said sternly, almost like a parent when their child talks back to them. "You heard me." The boy huffed, flinching when Dream put a hand on his shoulder. His grip was firm, making Tommy scared, but of course he wouldn't admit it. "Sorry, sorry..." Tommy sighed. Dream smirked under his mask, backing up again.

I want you to know, that I'm sorry for not picking up the phone.

Tommy stared at his recent messages. "Tommy, come out of hiding", "Answer me", "Im not mad, where are you?", ect. They were all from Dream. But there was one message from the man that stood out to Tommy. "We are friends, aren't we?" That single message made Tommy pause. He didn't want to loose another friend, but then, he just wanted to be by himself too. Nobody had come to his beach party, he had no real friends... Tommy sighed as he came out of hiding, going to where Dream said he was waiting.

And now I'm asking you for a ride home.

Screaming and crying could be heard from the shore of the one and only Logstedshire. The screaming was coming from none other than TommyInnit. He sobbed violently, dropping to his knees, the sand underneath him sticking to his damn skin. "Please... Just take me home..." He cried, punching the ground. Nobody was around, so who he was talking to was unknown, but he didn't care. He just wanted to go home. To his REAL home, not his home in Logstedshire.

Away from a girls' name I don't even know.

This was the second time Tommy had been here. His girlfriend had been taken away. He felt betrayed, again. He couldn't even get a piece of fucking wood to stay.

And I'm sorry for all the things I said.

Tommy thought back to all the times he had insulted everyone. He had hurt people with his words. He had most likely hurt Tubbo the most of all. He doesn't even blame him for exiling him, nor calling him selfish. Because he was. He was selfish. Even if Ranboo had told him he wasn't, he couldn't help but disagree. If Tubbo, his bestfriend, thought he was selfish... Then he probably was.

When I was drunk and not in my normal head.

When Tommy said all those shitty things to almost everyone, some may think he was even drunk. Most of the time he didn't even mean what he said. It just kind of, slipped out. Sometimes what he says doesn't even make sense, but he just couldn't help but speak. It was a habit of his. To him, it seemed like more of a curse though.

Don't tell my mom and I won't tell your dad.

Tommy had had enough. Dream had blown up everything he had worked for. Tommy was leaving, and nobody could stop him. 
The blonde male was currently in a snow biome, he had heard that Techno, his 'brother' was around here somewhere...

We're just two boys in love, what's so bad?

The child shivered violently. He was extremely pale and weak, his lips were a faint blue too. It was easy to tell he had gotten hyperthermia.
Tommy's vision began to get blurry as he slowly lowered himself, sitting against a tree. He cried silently before he felt two arms wrap around him. "We were just two boys in love, what was so bad...?" He muttered out, sobbing before passing out.

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1087 Words 

Just to clarify, when Tommy said 'in love', he meant it platonically, I am not shipping them, you can say you love your bestfriend afterall! Also, tha amount of words does not count the warnings and other info -Noi