Detective Danny Reagan was having a hard time adjusting to life as a widower. He had been shutting himself out of the world for six months now. His family is worried about him, not knowing what to do to help. Why, all of a sudden, is Danny drawn to New Jersey? What will he find there? Will it give him some satisfaction? Or will it drive him to be a hermit and quit his job? *mature for talk of rape/small smut*