everlasting

can you see me?

does it ever occur to you,
that i stare at you,
in the way which you wish,
that the other girls do?

[ and did you see that my gaze 
was everlasting? but you could
never notice, because you were
always focused, on a soul that 
would drain the blood from your 
veins, exhausting the smile, which
used to never leave your face, and
would call you just after, lighting
the car of dreams on fire- yet swore
that she would never leave a trace. ]

 {can you see me, because, 
sometimes, i don't think 
that you do.}