why do i have to be
the one that goes
through all the hurting?
i'm shattered in a million shards
and i don't know which ones
i'm looking for.
why do you never see me?
you walk past me in the hallways,
and i gulp so my breathing
doesn't give it away.
why do i need to be the one
you came running to
when your guns shot up,
and bullets seeped,
but you never realized
that you hit me.
will i be the one you come to
when i'm lying on
the cold, dirty ground,
where nobody else lies around.
[but you looked over at another body.]
my dreams of you
are never what you do
don't come to me,
because the wounds never healed
when you came back home,
opened the door,
said and lied that you loved me,
"this time for sure."
but i need to be needed by you,
because you gave me the purpose,
to do everything i do.
{codependency}
a/n:
hi why do i relate to both lizzie n josie sm-
but like i prefer liz x1000
