days can pass by,
and what we feel can melt into lies,
because when we woke up from this
beautiful dream
we saw the unspeakable reality.
i don't want to hurt more than
all the hurt that i made you go through,
i don't want to say no,
when every home you found rejected you,
i don't want to cry
and give empty promises like i'll try,
i'm sick of all these goodbyes,
when i know that i'll wake up next to you.
i hate that even after all this time,
all these lies, the walls that you've took down,
and forbidden, heavenly nights,
i still want you. even if isn't true.
