Love Now (Cameron Dallas)

Chapter 15

"I knew something was wrong", I cried to Nash and Mahogany as Cam gets carried to the ambulance.

Mahogany held my hand, "I'm sorry, but he begged me to help him"

I shook my head softly, "It's okay, but can someone tell me what's wrong with him? Please."

We climbed in the ambulance and sat on the chairs next to Cam's temporary bed as I held his hand. He opened his eyes.

"He has meningitis", Nash sighed and I turned my head to him, "It's basically a serious disease in his brain, and the doctor said he'll either die or be in a coma"

I swung my head back at Cameron as my tears dropped on his chest.

"I'm sorry", he tried to talk.

I kept on crying as he continued talking quietly to me, "I'm sorry I can't help you complete your goals, I'm sorry I can't hold your hand until the end of the road", he paused and swallowed his spit, "I'm sorry I can't be the one who will be kissing you in your wedding", he shut his eyes to squeeze the tears that were blurring his vision, they rolled down and soaked into his hazel brown hair, "I... I'm so sorry we met... I would have let you live your life... without me... so you wouldn't be crying right now, I'm sorry"

I wiped his tears with my thumbs and sniffed, "You've already completed my goals, remember when I thought I was dying too, and you told me that meeting me was the best thing that's ever happened to you, and that when I smile, you smile", he nodded and she smiled, "I'm smiling, why aren't you doing the same?"

He looked away from my eyes.

"You were always there for me even if you thought I was dying, then why can't I be here for you? Why did you have to push me away?", I sobbed.

THREE YEARS LATER (Hah readers, played with your feels again)

NARRATOR POV

"Oh, and Kayla told me that she and Hayes are getting engaged! But I can't believe all the other guys are still single, I admire their love for the fans", she told Cameron.

"I need you", Jess carried on talking to him without hearing a reply back, "And I miss you"

"I miss your voice, when you say the sweet things you'd always tell me, I miss your eyes, I miss staring at them when we talk, I miss the taste of your lips, the taste of love and passion, the feels of happiness", she wiped her tears with the sleeves of her shirt.

"I've said this before but, your hair needs cutting really bad", she tried to cheer herself up.

She stood up and pulled the blanket over his shoulders and placed a kiss on his forehead, "I gotta go pick Chloe and Maddie up, love you", she picked up her purse and left quietly.

The wind softly blows the strands of hair on the sides of her ears that she has purposely pulled out of her ponytail to make some kind of a fringe.

Jess lived everyday like this for the pass three years after Cameron fell into his deep sleep on the ambulance three years ago. She would drop by and talk to him nearly everyday, she would tell him everything that happens while he was sleeping, hoping one day he would wake up and respond, but he didn't. The doctor said he could die anytime, but if he wakes up, that means he had won in the fight with meningitis.

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She pulled over and walked in the kindergarten as two little girls runs out and hugged her legs, she bent down and smiled to them.

"Mommy, mommy!", a little girl with hazel brown hair and big, sparkly brown eyes smiled, "let'sh go home!"

Jess held both of the two girls' hands and they walked together to her car, "How was your day girls?", she looked down and asked them.

"Good!", they both grinned widely.

The little girls sat in their baby seats and Jess buckled them safely and walked back to drivers seat.

"Maddie, your daddy has work tonight, would you like to stay at my house darling?", she asked but already knows the answer.

"Okay", the younger girl with blond hair responded respectfully without thinking.

"Mommy?", an angelic voice spoke up.

"Yes love?"

"Is my daddy home yet?", the girl with hazel brown hair asks.

Jess stayed silence for a few seconds as the pain kicks in her heart so bad that she couldn't speak and answer her sweet two year-old daughter's question.

"No Chloe sweetheart, not today", she managed to speak weakly, trying her hardest not to burst out in tears. Chloe doesn't know about Cameron's coma, Jess told her when she asked about him for the first time that he was at a place far away and he is coming back soon.

The little family was imperfect, if only things happened the way you wanted, little Chloe would probably be siting on the couch in her dad's lap, singing the song she learned in kindergarten today while her mum makes them dinner, and they would eat together and laughing at Chloe's messiness as she learns to feed herself.

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The girls sat on the couch and watched cartoons as Jess made them snacks.

"Your mommy will be here soon okay Maddie?", she said nicely as she placed the bowl of snacks on the table in front of them. Maddie nodded politely.

Jess walked upstairs to her room and sat down on her and Chloe's bed. She dropped her purse on the ground, threw her shoes to the corner of the room and fell back onto the comfy bed. A second later she sat back up and reach forward to open her bottom draw and grabbed out a book. The pages full with drops of tears, blurring a few Cameron's handwritten words. Her fingers touched the pictures Cameron has glued onto the notebook, missing the memories, when they were truly happy and weren't worried about anything. She smiled even though her cheeks were full of tears, as she remembered the night on their birthday, when she received this beautiful present, and that was when they got the good news that she wasn't dying, and that was when she decided to keep hers and Cameron's masterpiece, Chloe Dallas.

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A/N: This book is ending soon, I am really excited for my next book. I swear it will be heaps better and it will be more chapter as there are more plots and stuff, hopefully I'll have time to edit this book and improve it.

To be honest when I started writing this book I never thought I'd get more than 10 reads and now I've got 1K, I know it isn't much compared to some of the amazing writers that has been discovered by a lot of people, but I know my reads will go up (well duh because it can't go down). And I really appreciate it and thanks guys, and a big thank you to my biggest supporter or should I say bestfriend, Jasmine, without you I think this book would be deleted by now lmao because I'm sick of this book but you keep me on writing ;).

Anyways love you all. Mwahh x