Are we really living?//TWD

FOUR

I see Hershel putting things away and Maggie places me beside her.

"Daddy?" Maggie says with a grin and he turns around, holds his arms out then smirks.

I run up to him and he hugs me tightly so do I. I wince when he hugs my torso.

"What's wrong?" He asks with concern lacing in his voice.

"It's nothing" I brush it off my shoulder but he raises an eyebrow, I sigh then I lift up my shirt.

Another group I was in, people had attacked the place and they stabbed me that was 3 weeks ago, I didn't even sew it up I just tore off some cloth and covered it.

I'm laying on a cot while Hershel is patching up my wound.

"I see 3 new bullet wounds from last time" he says and I chuckle.

"I went to the army" I say with a smirk.

"Maggie told me one of the reasons why" he says and my smile fades. "What did he do now?" He asks then sewing the last stitch.

"He slammed my head into the pavement sent me into coma. I was in that coma for 6 months that is why I stopped communicating with you lovely people"  I say and he smiles I sit up being cautious of the stitches.

"Why don't you get cleaned up? You've had a long trip" he says and I nod. He told me where the showers were and Maggie gave me a change of clothes.

I set the clothes down.

Daryl POV:
I still don't buy the whole friends with Maggie bullshit so I'm gonna keep and eye on Tonya.

I follow her to the showers and she turns on the shower then starts undressing.

I see 3 bullet wounds on her back and her stomach, I can see where she was beat so bad it left scars, cigarette burns on both of her arms, a new stab wound with stitches, and a knife scars looks as if it was slashed against her.

Before she got fully undressed I left and now I'm thinking she was a survivor long before the shit hit the fan.

Tonya POV:
The shower felt pretty good I got dressed and Maggie was talking to this asian guy. Once she noticed me walking to her a smile creeped onto her face.

"Tony this is Glenn my husband, Glenn this is my best friend Tonya" she says and he holds a hand out, I shake it.

"Nice to meet you Glenn and thank you for finally tying a knot on this one"  I say and Maggie playfully punches my shoulder.

"Uh you too and exactly how do you know each other?" He asks.

"Well she was the new kid and I knew I had to be friends with her then we became best friends then sisters" she explains and I'm smiling at her words.

My smile fades once I hear a baby's cry echo through the whole prison. My boobs start hurting really bad, I look down and there's wet spots on them.

Maggie notices and has a shocked facial expression.

"You have a baby?" She questions.

"Had..." I trail off and she has a sympathetic look. I see Beth carrying a baby.

"Oh my Tonya?" Beth questions shockingly.

"Beth? You've grown up" I admit. The baby is still crying I see Rick trying to comfort the baby.

"There's no more formula and it's already getting dark" Beth tells Rick and he's trying to think.

"Give her here" I say while holding my arms out for the baby.

"Are you sure?" Maggie asks because she knows about my feelings, I turn my head towards her and I nod.

Beth gives me the baby and I started to feed her I want to cry because I'm feeding a baby that isn't mine but then again I'm okay with it.

As I was feeding her I can hear Rick and Maggie talking to each other.

"Are you sure it's okay for her to be doing this?" Rick asks because of the health of his child.

"Of course it's called a wet nurse it's where another woman feeds a baby that isn't hers because the mother can't. And I trust her with my life and so should you." Maggie responds.

When the baby fell asleep I put her in her crib and I caressed her cheek while I smile. I feel eyes on me.

"What's her name?" I ask the person watching me like a hawk.

"Judith" I hear a voice I recognized, the boy.

I turn my body towards him.

"And what might be your name?" I ask him he sighs.

"Carl"

"And your dad is Rick?"

"Yeah he is" he responds. "And uh thank you for doing that, for Judith" he says meaning feeding her.

"It is fine, she needed it and beside it boosts her immune system" I say as a fact.  "I can tell you care very much for her"  I say and he nods.

"I do I love her, I even named her"

"Well that is a lovely name" I say and he smiles lightly. Sooner or later of course I was gonna help Maggie's people with work I don't know if their going to let me stay.

I'm currently sitting on top of a fence fixing it with zip ties while Glenn was making sure I didn't fall.

"Are you happy with Maggie?" I ask him and he gets caught off guard.

"Uh yes yeah I do why do you ask?" He asks about his wife, I tie the last zip tie.

"Because she deserves love now more than ever, and if you break her heart-" I say and he cuts me off.

"I know I know you'll break my face" he says. I give him a confused face.

I jump off the fence and he has a shocked face.

"No I'll cut off your tongue slowly so it is painful, then slit your throat, and as your choking on your blood I will stand over you and laugh at your dying body" I say in a low tone and a serious face.

His eyes widened as I said the last sentence.

"Noted" He says and I smile, then I swing my arm over his shoulder.

"Just don't hurt her then I won't have to"  I say and I can tell he's scared by his breathing.